Thursday, July 23, 2009

(Trying to) Take It Easy





I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah

I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah

I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright

'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette

And what it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet

'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly baby

I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chickenshit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet

'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano

And what it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine

'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab

- Hand in My Pocket / Alanis Morissete

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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Confused



Hmm...
From what I saw,
you seem to give the man everything..
Isn't that dangerous?
Aren't you afraid you're gonna lose all that if something happen?

I've learn that life isn't always "haha-hihi",
Have you?

Then why don't you take careful steps like I do?
Have I missed something here?

Can somebody explain to me?
.
.
.
Someone?
.
.
.
God, perhaps?


-confused-


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Thursday, July 16, 2009

Its Not Right




"It's hard to wake up
When the shades have been pulled shut
This house is haunted
It's so pathetic
It makes no sense at all
I'm ripe with things to say
The words rot and fall away
What stupid poem could
fix this home I'd read it every day

So here's your holiday
Hope you enjoy this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when your dead and gone
Well you, you'll never guess
my twenty years now lost
Its not right

Their anger hurts my ears
Been burnin' strong for seven years
Rather than fix the problems,
they never solve them
It makes no sense at all

I see them every day
We get along, so why can't they?
If this is what he wants
and this is what she wants
Then why is there so much pain?

So here's your holiday
Hope you enjoy this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when your dead and gone
Well you, you'll never guess
my twenty years now lost
It's not right"


- Stay Together For The Kids / Blink 182


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Thursday, July 09, 2009

Comment on the movie : "Transformers 2 : Revenge of The Fallen"

It's totally a boys' movie.

Let's see :

  • there're talking robots who could transform into cool vehicle and doing fights in Matrix style (Yeah, like that's not confusing at all)

  • there's Megan Fox, running on slow-mo (aah, the old Baywatch tricks, never dies)



See what I mean?
It's a movie made by (big) boys and for boys.

What's left for us girls was just Josh Duhamel, who remained charming even when he only appeared in short scenes.
(take note guys, it's the "charm" that counts.. :p)

Long story short, I'm not impressed by the movie.

Let's watch some cheesy-predictable-yet-sweet romantic comedy movie instead.
Hmm.. wonder when "The Proposal" come up (on big screen or on DVD, :p)

Saturday, July 04, 2009

Sudahlah..

Ya sudahlah Dis..
Tuhan Tahu yang terbaik kan..
Mungkin menurut-Nya, kau masih belum perlu itu..
Nikmati saja yang kau punya sekarang, sambil bersiap2 jika ada yang datang kelak..

Semoga ku dapat sabar menunggu yg terbaik..
Amin..

Friday, July 03, 2009

Dingin

Hah. terperangkap di situasi ini lagi.
Tuhan, tolong beri aku petunjuk mengatasi ini dengan sebaik2nya..
Amiin.

Udah ah ga usah dipeduliin.
kesel,kesel,kesel.

Thursday, July 02, 2009

Cara Pandang Terhadap Beban Hidup

Dari forward-an email..

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Bukan Berat Beban yang membuat kita Stress,
tetapi lamanya kita memikul beban tersebut.
Pada saat memberikan kuliah tentang Manajemen Stress,
Stephen Covey mengangkat segelas air dan bertanya kepada para siswanya:

"Seberapa berat menurut anda kira segelas air ini?"

Para siswa menjawab mulai dari 200 gr sampai 500 gr.

"Ini bukanlah masalah berat absolutnya, tapi tergantung berapa lama anda memegangnya. " kata Covey.

"Jika saya memegangnya selama 1 menit, tidak ada masalah.
Jika saya memegangnya selama 1 jam, lengan kanan saya akan sakit.

Dan jika saya memegangnya selama 1 hari penuh, mungkin anda harus memanggilkan ambulans untuk saya.
Beratnya sebenarnya sama, tapi semakin lama saya memegangnya, maka bebannya akan semakin berat."

"Jika kita membawa beban kita terus menerus, lambat laun kita tidak akan
mampu membawanya lagi. Beban itu akan meningkat beratnya." lanjut Covey.
"Apa yang harus kita lakukan adalah meletakkan gelas tersebut, istirahat sejenak sebelum mengangkatnya lagi".
Kita harus meninggalkan beban kita secara periodik, agar kita dapat lebih segar dan mampu membawanya lagi.

Jadi sebelum pulang ke rumah dari pekerjaan sore ini, tinggalkan beban
pekerjaan. Jangan bawa pulang. Beban itu dapat diambil lagi besok.
Apapun beban yang ada dipundak anda hari ini, coba tinggalkan sejenak jika bisa.

Setelah beristirahat nanti dapat diambil lagi.

Hidup ini singkat, jadi cobalah menikmatinya dan memanfaatkannya. ..!!
Hal terindah dan terbaik di dunia ini tak dapat dilihat, atau disentuh, tapi
dapat dirasakan jauh di relung hati kita...


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Water Trouble

Hah.
Pompa air di rumah gw rusak. Udah 2 hari nih.
Alhamdulillah ada tetangga baik, jadi kita dapet air dari mereka,
cuman ya harus nampung2 di ember & bak.

Jadi selama 2 hari ini, semua kegiatan yang berkaitan dengan air,
didapat dari sumber tak bergerak, a.k.a. dari ember/bak.

Duh, merepotkan.
cuci baju, cuci piring, cuci tangan, wudhu, sikat gigi, jadi kurang nyaman..
apalagi mandi, brr... dingin2..
mana pulang malem2 lagi, mandi dingin malem2 kan tidak baik..

Udah 2 hari ga keramas,
trus udah 2 hari BAB di kantor. haha.

duh, kenyamanan sederhana seperti air mengalir itu ternyata berharga banget ya.
baru kerasa kalo udah ga ada.
gw cukup beruntung, bagi gw ini masalah sementara.
gimana orang2 yang memang sehari2nya tidak ada akses ke air mengalir ya?
semoga mereka diberi kekuatan untuk menjalani hidup sehari2 dengan sebaik2nya.. amin..
duh.. alhamdulillah.. gw masih harus bersyukur..

semoga hari ini udah bener deh tuh pompa..
pengen bersih2 badan banget nih..

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

Going Green with Envy

Oh shut up Dis,
everyone earn their own happiness,
every people have a perfect amount of happiness..

so stop that envy feeling,
you'll get your portion of fun & happiness..

...
i hope..
...

argh.

dengernya lagu ini lagi :
" She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking...
If there's nothing missing in my life...
Then why do these tears come at night? "
Lucky - Britney Spears

haah.

Hurted, Embracing, & Letting Go

Gw pengen share playlist gw.
Ini adalah playlist yang gw kasih nama "Hurted, Embracing, and Leting Go"
Lagu2 ini gw pilih waktu gw merasa sakit hati, terluka, marah, terkhianati,
wah pokoknya kalo lagi ga bener deh suasana hati..
Buat gw, lagu2 ini bisa ngewakilin gw, membantu gw mengekspresikan perasaan2 itu..
Lirik2nya... beeh.. kalo hati lo sedang berada di "tempat itu",
dan lo ngedalemin banget ni lirik2nya.. hm.. nangis2 darah deh.. :D

Yang gw suka juga, beberapa lagu menggambarkan kalo kita ga boleh nyerah.
Beberapa terkesan keras kepala, ego tinggi.. tapi menurut gw, keadaan itu gapapa, daripada nangis garuk-garuk tanah, meraung-raung ga berenti, screaming "I can't live without you!"..

yea right, gw ga percaya keadaan kayak gitu, kalimat "I can't live without you" kan hanya pantas ditujukan untuk Tuhan.. dan Tuhan ga kemana-mana kok :)

mendingan bernyanyi "You won't get to see those tears I've cried",
atau "And im gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket, But I gotta get a move on with my life"..

Yeah, let's sing it! :D

Hurted, Embracing, & Letting Go
Title - Artist - Album :
Starts with Goodbye - Carrie Underwood - Some Heart
Someone Wake Me Up - The Veronicas - Hook Me Up
I Hate This Part - The Pussycat Dolls - Doll Domination
Nothing Lasts Forever - Maroon 5 - It Won't Be Soon Before Long
Over It - Katharine McPhee - Katharine McPhee
Better Off Alone - Katharine McPhee - Katharine McPhee
Since You've Been Gone - Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway
Behind This Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway
Gone - Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway
Never Again - Kelly Clarkson - My December
Better In Time - Leona Lewis - Spirit
Smile - Lily Allen - Alright, Still
All I Have (feat LL Cool J) - Jennifer Lopez - This Is Me...Then
Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie - The Dutchess
Cinta Begini - Tangga - Cinta Begini
Apologize (Feat. One Republic) - Timbaland - Timbaland Presents Shock Value
In Another Life - The Veronicas - Hook Me Up
Irreplaceable - Beyoncé - B'Day
Happy Ending - Mika - Life in Cartoon Motion
I Never Loved You Anyway - The Corrs - Best of The Corrs
Karma - Cokelat - Rasa Baru
Luka Lama - Cokelat - Rasa Baru
Pergi - Cokelat - Untuk Bintang
Don't Love You No More (I'm Sorry) - Craig David - The Story Goes
Separated - Usher - 8701
Wasted - Carrie Underwood - Some Heart
Don't Speak - No Doubt - Tragic Kingdom
Leave (Get Out) - JoJo - JoJo
I Will Survive - Cake - Fashion Nugget
Out From Under - Britney Spears - Circus
Never Again - Justin Timberlake - Justified
Warwick Avenue - Duffy - Rockferry
Shattered Glass - Britney Spears - Circus
Broken Strings - James Morrison feat. Nelly Furtado - Songs For You, Truths For Me
Over You - Daughtry - Daughtry
Don't You Forget About Me - Enrique Iglesias - Insomniac

Any comment or suggestion? :)

Friday, June 19, 2009

Cerita Hari Ini

Hari ini ke kantor di Menara DEA.
Berangkat jam 8 lewatan, nyampe jam 9 kurangan, he..
Keadaaan jalanan? Yah biasalah.
Sempet lancar di Buncit (yang membuat gw terheran-heran),
tapi terus tersendat seperti biasa.
Kendaraan-kendaraan numplek semua di jalanan.

Terus sampai kantor, masih sepi, udara dingin mulai menyapa.
Taruh laptop di meja, buka, nyalain. Argh, ga dapet Wi-Fi.
Udah 2 kali ni, setiap kemarennya ke kantor di BSD,
pas balik ke Rasuna, ga dapet Wi-Fi.
Pake kabel LAN deh. Eh-eh.. tapi2.. ada Wi-Fi unsecured,
kecepatannya lumayan lagi. Connect aja. Eh bisa. Asik. :D

Terus mendownload file-file transaksi harian. Dih, kok dingin banget sih.
Download, replace. Download, rename, replace.

Terus mulai merekap.
Folder, Open.
Explore, Open.
Copy, Paste, Tulis-tulis.

Ditengah2 "kesibukan" itu,
Ibu A bilang, kalau dia ada meeting di BSD ternyata.
Dan rapat mingguan nanti sore di pindah ke sana terpaksa.
Argh. bingung.

Bukan bingung gimana ke BSDnya. Itu sih bisa diatur.

Bingung karena hari ini udah ada rencana abis kantor.
Mau ke Ambassador, disana ketemuan sama teman2.
Rencana ketemuan hari ini udah melalui perundingan yang alot (jiah).
Tadinya Kamis, diganti Jumat, terancam diganti Senin, terus jadi Jumat lagi.
Setelah gw pikir, "oke, settle ya, fix, Jumat abis ngantor ke Ambas".
dan ternyata ada ini.. Dhuar!


Bingung2, sambil ngerekap.
Rekap2, sambil kebingungan. :p
Tanya sana sini. Tadinya mikir, ya udah ke BSD aja, trus baliknya ke Ambas.
Tapi argh. Ga ada kendaraan pergi yang menjamin pulang.
Datang diantarkan, pulang ditelantarkan.
hah.
(duh, mana dingin banget lagi ni kantor)

Terus2, coba ngomong sama Bu A.
gw : "Bu, nanti kalo ke BSD, pulangnya ke sini lagi ya?"

Bu A : "Ya engga, sendiri"

gw : "oh.."

Bu A : "tapi ya terserah kamu, ga kesana juga ga apa-apa"

gw : "Jadi nanti ga ikut meeting?"

Bu A : "iya ga apa-apa, tapi ya disini ga ada orang kita"

gw : "oh ya, saya juga ngerjain itu sih bu"

Bu A : "oh ya udah ga apa-apa"

gw : (memastikan) "Jadi saya disini aja ya bu, saya izin ga bisa ikut meeting nanti"

Bu A : "Iya"

Gw : (sumringah) "Oh ya, terima kasih ya Bu.."

tralala-trilili, kembali ke meja.
Oke, 1 problem solved, hopefully with God's permission.
Semoga nanti jadi ketemuan, dan berjalan lancar
& menyenangkan dengan petunjuk dan ridhaMu ya Allah.
Amin. Terima kasih ya Allah.
(tapi ni kantor masih dingin banget)

Lama-lama, gw mulai pusing2. Aduh gawat.
Dan kantor tetep dingin. 1 jam sekali ke toilet gw.
lanjut ngerjain Process Flow semampunya. Pusing, dingin.

Pas jam makan siang, buru2 kebawah. Menghindari dingin secepatnya.
Di kantin, sepi, pada Sholat Jumat kayaknya.
Makan senilai 9000 Rupiah, dan cukup kenyang, alhamdulillah..

Abis makan, masih kedinginan masa.. Gawat2 deh.
Akhirnya memutuskan untuk jalan2 keluar.
Jalan, jalan, jalan.
Coba masuk Bellagio.
Jalan, jalan, jalan.
duh, pusingnya masih ada.
takut kenapa2, jadinya balik aja ke kantor.

Di kantor, AC nya dinaikin jadi 25 derajat, yay!
Tapi masih pusing. Pake vicks di kepala. Alhamdulillah lumayan enakan.
Dengan susah payah menyelesaikan Process Flow..
akhirnya selesai jam setengah 4.
haa.. Alhamdulillah..

Terus? Ngapain ya?

Dsuruh nge-remote buat reconsile, tapi ga bisa-bisa masuk servernya.

istirahat dulu deh...
ehm, ada si keren lagi. ihiy. (gawat ni hormon :p)

Semoga hari ini makin membaik. Amin. Terima kasih ya Allah..

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

"Jangan takut jadi orang aneh"

Baru baca email ini, forward2an.. bagus..

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"Dunia memang aneh", Guman Pak Ustadz

"Apanya yang aneh Pak?" Tanya Penulis yang fakir ini.

"Tidakkah antum (kamu/anda) perhatikan di sekeliling antum, bahwa dunia menjadi terbolak-balik, tuntunan jadi tontonan, tontonan jadi tuntunan, sesuatu yang wajar dan seharusnya dipergunjingkan, sementara perilaku menyimpang dan kurang ajar malah menjadi pemandangan biasa"

"Coba antum rasakan sendiri, nanti Maghrib, antum ke masjid, kenakan pakaian yang paling bagus yang antum miliki, pakai minyak wangi, pakai sorban, lalu antum berjalan kemari, nanti antum ceritakan apa yang antum alami" Kata Pak Ustadz.

Tanpa banyak tanya, penulis melakukan apa yang diperintahkan Pak Ustadz, menjelang maghrib, penulis bersiap dengan mengenakan pakaian dan wewangian dan berjalan menunju masjid yang berjarak sekitar 800m dari rumah.

Belum setengah perjalanan, penulis berpapasan dengan seorang ibu muda yang sedang jalan-jalan sore sambil menyuapi anaknya"

"Aduh, tumben nih rapi banget, kayak pak ustadz. Mau ke mana, sih?" Tanya ibu muda itu.

Sekilas pertanyaan tadi biasa saja, karena memang kami saling kenal, tapi ketika dikaitkan dengan ucapan Pak Ustadz di atas, menjadi sesuatu yang lain rasanya...

"Kenapa orang yang hendak pergi ke masjid dengan pakaian rapi dan memang semestinya seperti itu dibilang "tumben"?

Kenapa justru orang yang jalan-jalan dan memberi makan anaknya di tengah jalan, di tengah kumandang adzan maghrib menjadi biasa-biasa saja?

Kenapa orang ke masjid dianggap aneh?

Orang yang pergi ke masjid akan terasa "aneh" ketika orang-orang lain justru tengah asik nonton sinetron "Intan".

Orang ke masjid akan terasa "aneh" ketika melalui kerumunan orang-orang yang sedang ngobrol di pinggir jalan dengan suara lantang seolah meningkahi suara panggilan adzan.

Orang ke masjid terasa "aneh" ketika orang lebih sibuk mencuci motor dan mobilnya yang kotor karena kehujanan.

Ketika hal itu penulis ceritakan ke Pak Ustadz, beliau hanya tersenyum, "Kamu akan banyak menjumpai "keanehan-keanehan" lain
di sekitarmu," kata Pak Ustadz.

"Keanehan-keanehan" di sekitar kita?

Cobalah ketika kita datang ke kantor, kita lakukan shalat sunah dhuha, pasti akan nampak "aneh" di tengah orang-orang yang sibuk sarapan, baca koran dan mengobrol.

Cobalah kita shalat dhuhur atau Ashar tepat waktu, akan terasa "aneh", karena masjid masih kosong melompong, akan terasa aneh di tengah-tengah sebuah lingkungan dan teman yang biasa shalat di akhir waktu.

Cobalah berdzikir atau tadabur al Qur'an ba'da shalat, akan terasa aneh di tengah-tengah orang yang tidur mendengkur setelah atau sebelum shalat. Dan makin terasa aneh ketika lampu mushola/masjid harus dimatikan agar tidurnya nyaman dan tidak silau. Orang yang mau shalat malah serasa menumpang di tempat orang tidur, bukan malah sebaliknya, yang tidur itu justru menumpang di tempat shalat. Aneh, bukan?

Cobalah hari ini shalat Jum'at lebih awal, akan terasa aneh, karena masjid masih kosong, dan baru akan terisi penuh manakala khutbah ke dua menjelang selesai.

Cobalah anda kirim artikel atau tulisan yang berisi nasehat, akan terasa aneh di tengah-tengah kiriman e-mail yang berisi humor, plesetan, asal nimbrung, atau sekedar gue, elu, gue, elu, dan test..test, test saja.

Cobalah baca artikel atau tulisan yang berisi nasehat atau hadits, atau ayat al Qur'an, pasti akan terasa aneh di tengah orang-orang yang membaca artikel-artikel lelucon, lawakan yang tak lucu, berita hot atau lainnya.

Dan masih banyak keanehan-keanehan lainnya, tapi sekali lagi jangan takut menjadi orang "aneh" selama keanehan kita sesuai dengan tuntunan syari'at dan tata nilai serta norma yang benar.

Jangan takut dibilang "tumben" ketika kita pergi ke masjid, dengan pakaian rapi, karena itulah yang benar yang sesuai dengan al Qur'an (Al A'raf:31)

Jangan takut dikatakan "sok alim" ketika kita lakukan shalat dhuha di kantor, wong itu yang lebih baik kok, dari sekedar ngobrol ngalor-ngidul tak karuan.

Jangan takut dikatakan "Sok Rajin" ketika kita shalat tepat pada waktunya, karena memang shalat adalah kewajiban yang telah ditentukan waktunya terhadap orang-orang beriman.

"Maka apabila kamu Telah menyelesaikan shalat(mu), ingatlah Allah di waktu berdiri, di waktu duduk dan di waktu berbaring. Kemudian
apabila kamu Telah merasa aman, Maka Dirikanlah shalat itu (sebagaimana biasa). Sesungguhnya shalat itu adalah fardhu yang ditentukan waktunya atas orang-orang yang beriman." (Annisaa:103)

Jangan takut untuk shalat Jum'at/shalat berjama'ah berada di shaf terdepan, karena perintahnya pun bersegeralah. Karena di shaf terdepan itu ada kemuliaan sehingga di jaman Nabi Salallahu'alaihi wassalam para sahabat bisa bertengkar cuma gara-gara memperebutkan berada di shaf depan.

"Hai orang-orang beriman, apabila diseru untuk menunaikan shalat Jum'at, maka bersegeralah kamu kepada mengingat Allah dan tinggalkanlah jual beli [1475]. Yang demikian itu lebih baik bagimu jika kamu mengetahui". (Al Jumu'ah:9)

Jangan takut kirim artikel berupa nasehat, hadits atau ayat-ayat al Qur'an, karena itu adalah sebagian dari tanggung jawab kita untuk
saling menasehati, saling menyeru dalam kebenaran, dan seruan kepada kebenaran adalah sebaik-baik perkataan;

"Siapakah yang lebih baik perkataannya daripada orang yang menyeru kepada Allah, mengerjakan amal yang saleh, dan berkata: "Sesungguhnya Aku termasuk orang-orang yang menyerah diri?" (Fusshilat:33)

Jangan takut artikel kita tidak dibaca, karena memang demikianlah Allah menciptakan ladang amal bagi kita. Kalau sekali kita menyerukan, sekali kita kirim artikel, lantas semua orang mengikuti apa yang kita serukan, lenyap donk ladang amal kita....

Kalau yang kirim e-mail humor saja, gue/elu saja, test-test saja bisa kirim e-mail setiap hari, kenapa kita mesti risih dan harus berpikir ratusan atau bahkan ribuan kali untuk saling memberi nasehat. Aneh nggak, sih?

Jangan takut dikatain sok pinter, sok menggurui, atau sok tahu. Lha wong itu yang disuruh kok, "sampaikan dariku walau satu ayat" (potongan dari hadits yang diriwayatkan oleh Al-Bukhari no. 3461 dari hadits Abdullah Ibn Umar).

Jangan takut baca e-mail dari siapapun, selama e-mail itu berisi kebenaran dan bertujuan untuk kebaikan. Kita tidak harus baca e-mail
dari orang-orang terkenal, e-mail dari manajer atau dari siapapun kalau isinya sekedar dan ala kadarnya saja, atau dari e-mail yang
isinya asal kirim saja. Mutiara akan tetap jadi mutiara terlepas dari siapapun pengirimnya. Pun sampah tidak akan pernah menjadi emas, meskipun berasal dari tempat yang mewah sekalipun.

Lakukan "keanehan-keanehan" yang dituntun manhaj dan syari'at yang benar.

Kenakan jilbab dengan teguh dan sempurna, meskipun itu akan serasa aneh ditengah orang-orang yang berbikini dan ber-you can see.

Jangan takut mengatakan perkataan yang benar (Al Qur'an & Hadist), meskipun akan terasa aneh ditengah hingar bingarnya bacaan vulgar dan tak bermoral.

Lagian kenapa kita harus takut disebut "orang aneh" atau "manusia langka" jika memang keanehan-keanehan menurut pandangan mereka justru yang akan menyelematkan kita?

Selamat jadi orang aneh yang bersyari'at dan bermanhaj yang benar...


NB: Silahkan menyebarkan email ini. Tidak ada embel-embel apapun melainkan "DAKWAH" mengharap Ridhonya Allah-ku.

inspiring quotes

“The man who wants to lead the orchestra must turn his back on the crowd.”

- James Crook , source



"Children grew up when parents weren't looking"

Thursday, June 04, 2009

Hmm..

"Better be the head of dog, than the tail of lion"

Lebih baik menjadi atasan di perusahaan kecil, daripada menjadi bawahan di perusahaan besar.

Setujukah kamu?

Feelings, Thoughts, and Prayers

"To Attract A Magnet, You Have To Become One"

I believe that I need and I should become self-sufficient first,
then I'll meet my lifetime partner.

The one who I'd rather be with because I want to,
because I like spending time with him,
because I'm comfortable around him,
because I feel better with him around.

Not because I don't have another choice,
or because I'm stuck with him.

I want to be able to say "I'm quit", or "I'm done", anytime without hesitation.
But I don't say it, cause I won't.
I can, but I won't.

Attached by emotional feeling, and backed by logical thinking.

I want to be logically in love.

Love that comes naturally.

Love that easy,
that gives warm feeling to your heart.

Love that being approved by God, my family, my friends, and ofcourse, myself.

I want to be a magnet, and meet another magnet.
Then, we'll be attracted to each other differences.

I want to be a magnet that powerful enough to linked some steel,
then find a partner, that together, we'll be one stronger magnet.

I want to feel repeatedly in love with one person.

With God's permission, blessing, and help,
we'll fall in love with each other, over and over again,
for the rest of our life..

It's okay if it took a while to find him,
great treasure is hard to find.

I hope I have the patient to keep looking and waiting,
and the ability to see clearly when he's in front of my eyes.

I hope I find my treasure at the right moment,
and I hope he finds me too, and consider me as a treasure as well.

I hope he understands me.

Dear God,
You're the one Who know what's best for me,
and who's the best for me.
I hope You consider these,
and prepare myself & my partner to be guaranteed lifetime partner
with Your approval, blessings, and help.
Amin.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Kalau hidup ini..

Kalau hidup ini gampang,
apa yg diminta pasti dikabulkan,

tahukah kamu apa yg terbaik untukmu?



Kalau hidup ini mudah,
ditiadakan segala yang susah,

lantas apa yang membedakan saya dengan kamu?


Kian hari saya kian percaya,
mata & hati saya seolah membuka,
otak pun ikut serta membela,
Tuhan benar-benar ada,
dan Tuhan benar-benar Maha Tahu dan Maha Kuasa..

Subhanallah
walhamdulillah
walaa ilaa ha ilallah
Allahu Akbar!

:)

Monday, May 18, 2009

Haaa..

So much for the phrase "happy for you" ..

i want to, i really do..

But why this depressing feelings keep suffocating me..

The jealousy,
The "what if" and "if only" statements..

Hhh..
Hh..
.
.cant breathe..

God, i know You won't fail me.
Please help me get through this feeling,
and show me,
that whatever happen, it's for the best.
Amin.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

What God Did to wake me up

do you wanna know several things Allah ever Did to make me wake up from my sleep when i asked for it or when i have to?

These are amazing, don't forget to say Subhanallah :)

God..

gave me the urge to pee,

send a little bird to knock on my window (true story, i'm amazed myself),

fit the time to road constructor work in front of my house,

made the sunshine brightly enter my window,

made my AC felt too hot/cold,

and the "usual, most common" ways :

made my mom knocked on my door,

made me aware that my alarm's on, or

I just woke up :-)

Subhanallah..

Simple things, so we don't freak out,
things that our little brain can take,
Yet, if you think about it, only God can make those happen..

Simply Brilliant..

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Kegiatan Minggu Malam

Gw suka deh ngikutin lecture2nya Mario Teguh.

Selama ini gw ngliat acaranya di Metro TV.
Gw suka lecture2nya yg ga terkesan menggurui, tp lebih menasehati.

Cara beliau menjelaskan lecturenya dari awal dan bertahap, jadi masuk akal buat gw.

Beliau juga suka menyisipkan unsur keTuhanan (scr umum), which make it even more make sense, cause we can't live without God.

Tapi beliau tidak berpihak ke suatu agama tertentu, yg bikin lecturenya cukup nyaman untuk diikuti berbagai kalangan. Ga berat ke segi teknis dr mengabdi kepada Tuhan, tapi lebih ke mengapa kita melakukan itu, lebih ke perspektif pemikirannya.
Buat gw sekarang sih, cara ini lebih enak, lebih masuk akal.

Satu hal lagi yg bikin gw suka ngikutin lecture2 Pak Mario Teguh adalah karena gw percaya, beliau melakukan semua yg beliau katakan.
He practice what he preach.
He's a living example of his lecture.
Itu berarti beliau orang yang jujur.
Dan extranya, beliau sukses.
Jadi, masuk akal kan kalau gw suka ngikutin nasehat2 dr orang jujur yang sukses? :)

tiap Minggu malem gw nunggu2in ni acara "Mario Teguh : Golden Ways"
dan berharap selesai acaranya gw dapet pelajaran baru tentang kehidupan yg bisa langsung dipraktekkan :-)

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

Should we still ask,

Should we still ask, if we already knew the answer?

Hhh..
Ga nanya salah,
nanya ntar jawabannya nyakitin..

Hah, beberkan fakta2 aja deh..

Monday, April 27, 2009

Untuk kesekian kalinya..

Jalanan di Jakarta itu S*NTING..

Ihiy!

Hey,
why he seems so cute today?

Keep it simple & clean, Dis..
You don't need the drama now..
..
..right?


Ihiy.. :P

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Grow up!

Dammit sis!
Would you grow up?!
What's wrong with you?

Neng, malu neng ama umur...

Friday, April 17, 2009

Ouch!

.
.
.
Yep, that still hurts..


Why am I keep doing the same thing over and over again..


And yep,
it still hurts..


Ouch.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

A Good Friend

A good friend is the one who said "Don't!"
when you said you'll jump of the bridge for him/her..

HEI!

Don't get too cocky dude,
I still hate you,
A LOT.

Put that in your mind,
and get out of my life.

Monday, April 06, 2009

reconnecting in progress, please wait..

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.
.
...we've been disconnected..
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.
..reconnecting in progress, please wait..
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.
..reconnecting in progress, please wait..
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.
.
..reconnecting in progress, please wait..
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.
.

Friday, April 03, 2009

Fine Alone

I feel like i'm all alone today,
all by myself..

But it's fine,
suprisingly,
i'm fine all by myself..

Great, right?

But i hope tommorow's different..

I'm fine, but i prefer having some friends around..

Thursday, April 02, 2009

Rethink..

Talking about e-goverment in e-commerce class and watching news & talkshow about recent Situ Gintung tragedy gave me some insight about Indonesian governance.

Knowing that one of the reasons why we're so difficult to grow is because the lack of potential, willing, and honest human resource had put thoughts inside my head.

I, myself, was the example of young citizen who would rather leave the conversation when it leads to goverment topic, then to politics, yada, yada.. It's just not interesting to me.

I believed that the idea of saving the nation was useless, there's no hope for this country, with it's dishonest & stupid authority and the dirty-money politics and stuff..

I'm the kind of person who laughed sarcastically when heard some authorities, or politicians gave their word to the press.
"yea, right.."
"even my hamster could tell that you're lying.."




I believe i have some potential & integrity, but I'd never want to work in the goverment's office.
Why?
Because i gave up my hope,
because i think it's broken and it couldn't be fixed.

.
.
.
then i thought about it,
somebody has to take care of this country,
someone has to govern this nation somehow..

If all the smart young people think like i did, not willing to work for the country,
then all that's left is the not-so-smart guys who eventually run the goverment just because no one else wants to do it.
Forced not-so-smart people running the country?
It's a formula to disaster.

And i think that's what have been happening here in Indonesia.
Smart students will successfuly work for private international company,
while leaving the not-so-smart one to work in goverment's office.

Ha.

What do you think?
Can we change this?

I think we can,
if we want to..

All of these made me rethinking about my previous thought.

Can i do something to make this country better?

Hmm..
I think i need to refresh my perspective...

Sunday, March 22, 2009

"Rachel Getting Married"




Watched "Rachel Getting Married".
it was unique, like watching a home made video about one family.

I think the camera was hand-held.
The conflict was also very real,
The characters bonded well to one another,
it felt real. it really was.

Anne Hatheway played Kim, the girl who just got out of the rehab,
whose sister, Rachel, is getting married. She struggled to keep up with the pace of life she had been left for 9 months in rehab.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Slumdog Millionaire

Hee, i just watched Slumdog Millionaire..
A bit too late, but this Oscar-winning movie was worth my time..

First things that caught my attention was the attractive way of the camera view, it was unsual, yet interesting..
From wide angle that projected the overview of slum area on Mumbai, to the over-zoomed view of the police.. Nice..

Next was the fast-paced switch of time&space dimension..
One minute it was on the present, then the next frame told us about the past.
Interesting..

For the actors : The young Jamal was really cute, the mature one was charming. The other characters were well played..

The scoring was also unique, it fit well to the movie.
The mix of holly & bollywood music was suprisingly catchy. :-D

The movie was fascinating as Jamal went on to explain how he could answer each of the questions on the Who Wants To Be A Millionaire Show.

But it's not the movie for those of you who like nice bubbly pictures.
This is really a movie about a slumdog and his tough life.
It's the movie that tell you that how life can teach you more than school does, often in the hardest way that possible.

The movie still got a little suspence near the end.
It still left the audience a room to think what's gonna happen next..

The one thing that made me giggle the most was the indian dance at the end of the movie..
Ahahaha..
It's still an indian movie after all..
No matter what the movie's about, just dance..:-D

To summarize it up, it's a great unique movie.
It deserves the Oscars..

Monday, March 16, 2009

I Just Realize This..

I just realized this..

Hmm..
I've had couple times being hurted & broken hearted..
I've got much example in my lifehood..
So, to be in that situation, i guess i can say, i'll managed to survive..

But i think i don't have much experience in having long-term relationship,
to love and be loved,
to give and not wanting something back,
to accept and respect each other perfectly..

I've only seen that on movies,
yeah, there's one-two relative of mine that had the fairy tale life,
but i'm not really close to them, unfortunately..

I'm really looking forward to learn how to do all that correctly..

Anyway, I was wondering,
when will i had those kind of experience?
Is my time coming soon?
Is it my turn now?

Oh Dear God,
i sure hope so..
Then i'll be the good example to those around me..
Amin..

-ohWishfulThinking..

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Menyayangi dengan sempurna

"maaf"
entah berapa kali sudah terucap kata itu,
sayangnya seringkali terucap olehku.

Ego besarku membuatku seperti anak kecil di dekatmu,
ku seperti seorang murid yang menyayangi gurunya,
seperti pasien yang mengasihi dokternya,
seperti atlet yang mengagumi pelatihnya.

Maaf, ku sepertinya selalu menyakiti,
bahkan ketika kupikir ku disakiti,
ternyata ku menyakiti.

Tiap alasan yang kubuat sebagai dasar perbuatanku,
hanya membuatku seperti egois yang bodoh.
Tak ada alasan.
Ku memang egois yang bodoh.
Yang kerap kali menyakitimu.
Maaf.

Tapi hati besarmu memukau ku,
seperti lumpur hisap yang menelan semuanya,
lalu selalu siap menelan lagi,
ya, kau memukauku.

Mungkin saatnya kini kutanggalkan semua pertahananku,
kuyakinkan diri bahwa kau tak mungkin menyakiti.
Semoga belum terlambat.
Bersiaplah, ku akan mencoba menyayangimu dengan sempurna.


Oh ya,
tahukah kamu,
kemuliaanmu membuat ku berpikir;
Berapa ku berhutang pada Tuhan karena membawaku padamu?
Apa yang telah kulakukan hingga aku bertemu denganmu?
Apa yang harus kulakukan agar selalu denganmu?

Sungguh ku teramat bersyukur memilikimu.
Terima kasih Tuhan,
Terima kasih ya, kamu.

:)

Friday, March 13, 2009

(bukan) Narsis

eh2 masa2,
tadi gw ngliat cermin,
lalu berpikiran;
"eh, gw tuh cantik ya.."

he..
Bukan narsis, tp membangun kpercayaan diri boleh toh..

Lagian, kalo diri kita sendiri ga menganggap kita cantik,
bagaimana bisa orang lain menganggap kita cantik..

Btul tidak? ;)

-youAREbeautiful, likeIdo

Serakah

Dari email.. :

Suatu ketika seorang manusia diberi kesempatan untuk berkomunikasi dengan Tuhannya dan berkata, "Tuhan ijinkan saya untuk dapat melihat seperti apakah Neraka dan Surga itu".

Kemudian Tuhan membimbing manusia itu menuju ke dua buah pintu dan kemudian membiarkannya melihat ke dalam.

Di tengah ruangan terdapat sebuah meja bundar yang sangat besar, dan di tengahnya terdapat semangkok sup yang beraroma sangat lezat yang membuat manusia tersebut mengalir air liurnya. Meja tersebut dikelilingi orang-orang yang kurus yang tampak sangat kelaparan.

Orang-orang itu masing-masing memegang sebuah sendok yang terikat pada tangan masing-masing. Sendok tersebut cukup panjang untuk mencapai mangkok di tengah meja dan mengambil sup yang lezat tadi.

Tapi karena sendoknya terlalu panjang, mereka tidak dapat mencapai mulutnya dengan sendok tadi untuk memakan sup yang terambil.

Si Manusia tadi merinding melihat penderitaan dan kesengsaraan yang dilihatnya dalam ruangan itu.

Tuhan berkata, "Kamu sudah melihat NERAKA"

Lalu mereka menuju ke pintu kedua yang ternyata berisi meja beserta sup dan orang-orang yang kondisinya persis sama dengan ruangan di pintu pertama. Perbedaannya, di dalam ruangan ini orang-orang tersebut berbadan sehat dan berisi dan mereka sangat bergembira di keliling meja tersebut.

Melihat keadaan ini si Manusia menjadi bingung dan berkata "Apa yang terjadi ? kenapa di ruangan yang kondisinya sama ini mereka terlihat lebih bergembira ?"

Tuhan kemudian menjelaskan, "Sangat sederhana, yang dibutuhkan hanyalah satu sifat baik"

"Perhatikan bahwa orang-orang ini dengan ikhlas menyuapi orang lain yang dapat dicapainya dengan sendok bergagang panjang, sedangkan di ruangan lain orang-orang yang serakah hanyalah memikirkan kebutuhan dirinya sendiri "

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Confession Of A Shoppaholic

Watched shoppaholic.
first thing,
i LOVE the soundtracks..


The movie itself was refreshing..
The actors were fascinating,
they looked like boy/girl next door,
make the movie much interesting..
Some of them were fresh faces in the industry,
i think all of them fits their character nicely..

The moving mannequins is funny.
The guys were cute :-P.
The whole movie is entertaining,,
very well-made..

Enjoy your watch! :-D

Broken Strings

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
A lie's worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before


-James Morrison feat. Nelly Furtado, Broken Strings

Don't you see?

One thing that keep me from being independent is your money..

Don't you see?

Monday, March 09, 2009

Oops..

Yaiks..

Lo salah strategi dis,
nobody likes clingy people..


But..
Could you give me a break?
I'm human too, for crying out loud.
A bored one for sure.


All i need is a friend,
i'm lonely here.


...

Would you settle for an "ok"?

okay, let's say...
you've been searching for a specific rock.
you're looking for the one that's perfect in your eyes,
the one that has a perfect shape, size, color..



you patiently searching, looking for this rock.
you look at other rock-searcher.
some of them seem already found their rock.
some of them still trying like you do.
keep searching, and searching..



sometimes you get tired,
sometimes you want to gave up,
yet you managed to move on.



at some point,
when you've been searching for long,
you find a rock,
that's not as perfect as you've pictured,
not exactly you're looking for,
but it's kinda close..





it's not the perfect one.
it's the "ok" one..





then,
would you settle for that one?




or would you throw that away,
and search for the perfect one,
the one you've been looking for,
but haven't found it yet.


will you ever, at some point,
gave up your wish to get the perfect rock,
thinking that'll never be a perfect one for you.

if so, when will you gave up?


if not, well..
how much longer will you managed to stay searching?


what if there is no such thing as a perfect rock?
what if everybody turns out to be settling for the "ok" one?

.
.
.

my mind now tell me not to settle for the "ok" one,
that maybe it's somebody else's perfect rock.

but what if someone already took MY perfect rock?
is it possible?
what if someone's settling with my perfect rock?
then what do i do?


hah.
this rock-searching is confusing.

*sapa suruh nyariin batu, hehe :P

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Ngayal

"Since when you've became so mature & calm?

- Since i met you..

- And you? Since when you've became childly and fun?

Since i met you.."



...then we both smile...



:)


*hush, ngayal aja.. :p

Sunday, March 01, 2009

..boleh salah, tapi ga boleh bohong..

Gw sangat terkesan sama ucapan dosen MSI,
Bapak dr. Iik Wilarso pada kuliah Jumat, 27 Feb lalu..

"Seorang scientist itu boleh salah, tapi ga boleh bohong.."

whew..
I couldn't agree more Sir!

Beliau saat itu sedang membahas masalah penyantuman referensi dalam karya2 ilmiah.

Beliau kurang lebih menyatakan,
sebetulnya tidak apa2 kalau meng"copy-paste",
(sedang membicarakan tugas2 yang sering kopas)
tapi ya tolong dicantumkan referensi nya..

karena kalau tidak, itu seperti bilang "ini ide gue",
padahal bukan..

Beliau juga bilang (kurang lebih) begini,
semua karya ilmiah itu pasti ada referensinya,
karena pasti mereka cari2, belajar dulu dari penelitian sebelumnya,
masa mau mulai dari nol lagi?
trus mengabaikan progress yang sudah dibuat peneliti sebelumnya, gitu?


wah. keren2.
totally make sense.



anyway..
lalu setelah mengatakan statement
"Seorang scientist itu boleh salah, tapi ga boleh bohong.." itu,
beliau bilang..

"...lain kalau politisi...."


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ha.
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.
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and i suddenly lost my interest.. :)

Innovate!

Pas pertama gw liat produk ini, gw tertarik sama warnanya:
white with blue stripes, that's totally my style :D





terus gw pikir, wah, lucu juga nih,,
biasanya kan cutton bud warna tangkainya 1 warna aja,
putih aja, kuning, atau pink..
so this one's out of the box, i thought...

but this "Char Mi" people (thats the label of the bud) must've had a great corporate policy for innovation,
cause the color is not the only factor that made this product out of the box..

Notice the points of the buds?





yup! they're spiral!
ha!!

In case you didn't notice the points,
they've put a sign on the wrapper



It said "Teknologi Spiral (R)"
(mm.. the "registered" symbol actually appear after the "Teknologi" word, so i don't quite sure what's "registered" ) :D

They also put this sentence :
"Paper Stick Spiral pertama dan satu-satunya di Indonesia"


and i thought..
wow..

the competition must be tough on the cutton bud market :D
this people must used 2 out of the box idea into one product..


but there's one thing hanging on my mind....
.
.
.
dapet ide darimana ya bikin ujungnya spiral?

apa karena kalau orang pake cutton bud suka di puter2 gitu yah,
jadi dibikin spiral aja sekalian.. :D

Emang jadi nyaman ya kalau spiral?
gw sendiri blm nyoba sih...
we'll see..

tapi yang jelas,
this is one out of the box product...

Congrats Char Mi Cutton Bud!

:D :D :D

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Melihat2 post lama..

hei,
gw sedang melihat2 postingan2 lama gw di blog ini..

dan reaksi gw:
wah menarik juga ya blog gw.. *hehehe.. narsis2..

misalnya di posting ini , gw posting cerita sehari2 gw..

posting yang ini, salah satu dari teori2 gw, pelajaran yang gw dapet selama gw hidup :D

disini, gw posting pendapat gw ttg sebuah film..

dan masih banyak lagi cerita2 gw di blog ini.


gw bikin blog dari sma,
kalo dari archive sih bulan feb 2004,
sekarang bulan feb 2009,

wah, udah 5 tahun gw nulis di blog ini..

kalau dilihat dari kecenderungannya sih,
akhir2 ini makin jarang diisi,
kalaupun diisi pun pendek2..
ada apa gerangan?

well,
mungkin karena tingkat prioritas mengisi blog sudah terdorong ke bawah oleh kegiatan2 lainnya..
mungkin mengisi blog sudah tidak seseru dulu..
mungkin mengisi blog sudah tidak sepenting dulu.. :)
mungkin keberaadaan blog sudah tergantikan media lainnya?

yah, mungkin..

but i find myself keep typing this post,
i likely to found me craving to write in blog,
usually about something i cannot tell anyone,
or something i think anyone wouldn't understand
or when i feel like writing :D

i still feel this blog to be one of my sanctuary..
it helps me get through some tough time,
it helps me on expressing my thought,
it helps me on my writing ability
it gives me a place to hide, when i don't want nobody to interfere.


dan sekarang gw menemukan manfaat baru dari blog ini..

sebagai tempat bernostalgia..
wahahaha..

ngebaca lagi cerita2 yang gw post dahulu kala,
bikin gw keinget lagi, hidup gw dulu tuh kayak gimana,
gimana gw berkembang, gimana gw menanggapi berbagai masalah..
hehe..
kadang2 lucu,
kadang2 sedih,
kadang2 gw takjub sendiri.. :D


oh well..
semoga blog ini masih bisa terus memberikan manfaatnya,
masih bisa terus nemenin gw menjalani hidup
dan smeoga gw juga ga lupa sama blog ini,
blog yang telah memberikan manfaatnya,
blog yang telah nemenin gw menjalani hidup :)




happybloggingforme.
-DissaPibo

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Jam 3 pagi.

Jam 3 pagi.
Blm tidur.
Blm siap2 mau tidur.
Blm kasih makan hamster (uhuhu.. Maaf ya Pablo & Picasso).
Blm beres2 tas.

Hah, what started as a simple email check at 11, grown into hours of browsing the net.. Ahahaha..

~gapapa d sekali2 :p

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Not about romantic relationship

You're the best i ever have, you know it..

But is it wrong to hope that you're not the best i'll ever get?

Still waiting for the most fit person
*fingers crossed :D

Monday, February 16, 2009

"..We're trippin' on silly things.."

X : "oh, td ketemuan sm Y ya? Apa kabar dia? Masih gendut ga?"
Me : "Kenapa sih nanyanya itu melulu, fisik bgt"
X : "bukannya gitu... (bla,bla,bla..). Kamu tu negative thinking aja"
Me : hhh..

well that makes two of us then,
you see, it requires a negative thinker to judge someone to think negative..

I can't have a single civilized conversation with you. I haven't succeeded doing that.
Oh wait, we might had a couple when you're away him, when you're head clear, when you're sober.

But then he got into you again. Yes, i always clearly blame him,,, but now i'm thinking you're not as innocent as i thought you were.

We're not in the same page anymore. And i may be tired of trying sooner or later..

I hate this part of my life.

Monday, January 19, 2009

My Sixteen Things

Gw ud kena tag beberapa orang nih..
Daripada mengecewakan penggemar, here's my sixteen things, hope u enjoy reading it as i enjoyed listing it :

Gw :

- berada di kalangan yg bilang kalo makan gw lama.. Tp ah, lama itu kan relatif.. :-D

- ga tahan denger lagu2 "jelek", krn gw percaya itu bakal bikin bego, bgitu jg dgn film/sinetron..

- bs dbilang senang membaca,, komik, majalah, novel, buku2 pengembangan diri, tp ga bgitu suka buku terjemahan..

- ga suka tampil, tp senang bekerja di balik layar

- punya kcenderungan u/ mendahulukan org lain

- gw peduli, kadang terlalu peduli thdp org lain

- gw ga pinter nawar! Gw ngerasa itu bukan kewajiban gw u/ nawar, tp kewajiban penjual u/ ngasih harga yang bener.. Kalo dibandrol kan mereka yg dosa..

- I pay attention to details.. Bisa dibilang cenderung pefectionist dalam kadar tertentu.

- kesel bgt sama pemakai jalan yg ugal2an, terutama angkot & motor. Salah satu hal yg bikin gw mengumpat2..

- seneng mempelajari ttg manusia, u/ mengembangkan diri, u/ hubungan2 ke org lain.. Duh, kyknya salah jurusan ya gw..

- suka lagu2 yg liriknya bagus, kalau melodinya bagus, tp liriknya ble'e, bisa ilfil

- punya kcenderungan menggeneralisasi, bikin teori2 sndiri, mm.. bisa dibilang agak sotoy :-D

- oase gw saat stress : nonton serial komedi, baca komik, ke supermarket, ngobrol dgn tman2!

- punya minat dibidang foto/sinematografi & jurnalistik.. Damn, gw bner2 salah jurusan ni :-D

- waktu kecil suka dibilang gendut sm kluarga2 gw, padahal ga gendut, cuman buncit aja :-D

- cenderung introvert, sulit percaya sm org, skali dikhianatin, hmm, kalo dr pengalaman si.. bisa gawat deh pokoknya..

Yap, sudah 16 tuh,, hehe seru juga menyatakan fakta2 diri.. Kapan2 lagi aah.. :-P

Friday, January 16, 2009

Yes Man (No Spoiler)

Just watched Yes Man.
Nice movie, entertaining, uplifting, funny ofcourse, and silly like other Jim Carrey movie (Fun With Dick & Jane, Bruce Almighty), yet still have a meaning..

I like Zooey Deschanel character and the way she played it. A little too young to be compared with Jim Carrey (he's getting old, really, those wrinkles? Or should i say laugh mark? :-D ), but the couple on the movie were so sweet..

Allison's (Zooey's characther) clothes were also cute.. I like it. I think my friends could go ga-ga when they see it :-D

Anyway, love the movie. Go see it if you need a laugh..

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Kunjungan ke Dokter Mata

Baru saja berkunjung ke dokter mata, periksa saja, mengingat belakangan ini mata saya sering bekerja lembur melebihi jam kerja semestinya, dengan semua ujian, kuliah, nonton, dsb..
Hehe..

Hasilnya? Mata kanan katanya minus 1/4, lainnya ga dibahas si. Belum perlu pakai kacamata, kalau makan teratur + vitamin, insyaAllah ga tambah parah..

Komentar dokternya : "biasanya umur2 segini suka kebanyakan pakai komputer.."
Gw ketawa aja,
kalo kuliahnya komputer, gimana dong dok? :)

Monday, January 05, 2009

Sinting.

Gila.
Jalanan di Jakarta itu sinting.
Rame bgt, gada yg mau ngalah, ga tertib peraturan, mepet2 seenaknya, ga takut mati, ga peduli sekitarnya, ngaco, parkir sembarangan, angkot brenti seenak udel, bus2 ga sadar badan, tempramental, pabrik polusi..

Hiih..
Sintiing, sinting..