Its Not Right

"It's hard to wake up
When the shades have been pulled shut
This house is haunted
It's so pathetic
It makes no sense at all
I'm ripe with things to say
The words rot and fall away
What stupid poem could
fix this home I'd read it every day

So here's your holiday
Hope you enjoy this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when your dead and gone
Well you, you'll never guess
my twenty years now lost
Its not right

Their anger hurts my ears
Been burnin' strong for seven years
Rather than fix the problems,
they never solve them
It makes no sense at all
I see them every day
We get along, so why can't they?
If this is what he wants
and this is what she wants
Then why is there so much pain?

So here's your holiday
Hope you enjoy this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when your dead and gone
Well you, you'll never guess
my twenty years now lost
It's not right"


- Stay Together For The Kids / Blink 182

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Dingin

Hah. terperangkap di situasi ini lagi.
Tuhan, tolong beri aku petunjuk mengatasi ini dengan sebaik2nya..
Amiin.

Udah ah ga usah dipeduliin.
kesel,kesel,kesel.

I Just Realize This..

I just realized this..

Hmm..
I've had couple times being hurted & broken hearted..
I've got much example in my lifehood..
So, to be in that situation, i guess i can say, i'll managed to survive..

But i think i don't have much experience in having long-term relationship,
to love and be loved,
to give and not wanting something back,
to accept and respect each other perfectly..

I've only seen that on movies,
yeah, there's one-two relative of mine that had the fairy tale life,
but i'm not really close to them, unfortunately..

I'm really looking forward to learn how to do all that correctly..

Anyway, I was wondering,
when will i had those kind of experience?
Is my time coming soon?
Is it my turn now?

Oh Dear God,
i sure hope so..
Then i'll be the good example to those around me..
Amin..

-ohWishfulThinking..

Oops..

Yaiks..

Lo salah strategi dis,
nobody likes clingy people..


But..
Could you give me a break?
I'm human too, for crying out loud.
A bored one for sure.


All i need is a friend,
i'm lonely here.


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