Feelings, Thoughts, and Prayers

"To Attract A Magnet, You Have To Become One"

I believe that I need and I should become self-sufficient first,
then I'll meet my lifetime partner.

The one who I'd rather be with because I want to,
because I like spending time with him,
because I'm comfortable around him,
because I feel better with him around.

Not because I don't have another choice,
or because I'm stuck with him.

I want to be able to say "I'm quit", or "I'm done", anytime without hesitation.
But I don't say it, cause I won't.
I can, but I won't.

Attached by emotional feeling, and backed by logical thinking.

I want to be logically in love.

Love that comes naturally.

Love that easy,
that gives warm feeling to your heart.

Love that being approved by God, my family, my friends, and ofcourse, myself.

I want to be a magnet, and meet another magnet.
Then, we'll be attracted to each other differences.

I want to be a magnet that powerful enough to linked some steel,
then find a partner, that together, we'll be one stronger magnet.

I want to feel repeatedly in love with one person.

With God's permission, blessing, and help,
we'll fall in love with each other, over and over again,
for the rest of our life..

It's okay if it took a while to find him,
great treasure is hard to find.

I hope I have the patient to keep looking and waiting,
and the ability to see clearly when he's in front of my eyes.

I hope I find my treasure at the right moment,
and I hope he finds me too, and consider me as a treasure as well.

I hope he understands me.

Dear God,
You're the one Who know what's best for me,
and who's the best for me.
I hope You consider these,
and prepare myself & my partner to be guaranteed lifetime partner
with Your approval, blessings, and help.
Amin.

Kalau hidup ini..

Kalau hidup ini gampang,
apa yg diminta pasti dikabulkan,

tahukah kamu apa yg terbaik untukmu?



Kalau hidup ini mudah,
ditiadakan segala yang susah,

lantas apa yang membedakan saya dengan kamu?


Kian hari saya kian percaya,
mata & hati saya seolah membuka,
otak pun ikut serta membela,
Tuhan benar-benar ada,
dan Tuhan benar-benar Maha Tahu dan Maha Kuasa..

Subhanallah
walhamdulillah
walaa ilaa ha ilallah
Allahu Akbar!

:)

Haaa..

So much for the phrase "happy for you" ..

i want to, i really do..

But why this depressing feelings keep suffocating me..

The jealousy,
The "what if" and "if only" statements..

Hhh..
Hh..
.
.cant breathe..

God, i know You won't fail me.
Please help me get through this feeling,
and show me,
that whatever happen, it's for the best.
Amin.

What God Did to wake me up

do you wanna know several things Allah ever Did to make me wake up from my sleep when i asked for it or when i have to?

These are amazing, don't forget to say Subhanallah :)

God..

gave me the urge to pee,

send a little bird to knock on my window (true story, i'm amazed myself),

fit the time to road constructor work in front of my house,

made the sunshine brightly enter my window,

made my AC felt too hot/cold,

and the "usual, most common" ways :

made my mom knocked on my door,

made me aware that my alarm's on, or

I just woke up :-)

Subhanallah..

Simple things, so we don't freak out,
things that our little brain can take,
Yet, if you think about it, only God can make those happen..

Simply Brilliant..

Kegiatan Minggu Malam

Gw suka deh ngikutin lecture2nya Mario Teguh.

Selama ini gw ngliat acaranya di Metro TV.
Gw suka lecture2nya yg ga terkesan menggurui, tp lebih menasehati.

Cara beliau menjelaskan lecturenya dari awal dan bertahap, jadi masuk akal buat gw.

Beliau juga suka menyisipkan unsur keTuhanan (scr umum), which make it even more make sense, cause we can't live without God.

Tapi beliau tidak berpihak ke suatu agama tertentu, yg bikin lecturenya cukup nyaman untuk diikuti berbagai kalangan. Ga berat ke segi teknis dr mengabdi kepada Tuhan, tapi lebih ke mengapa kita melakukan itu, lebih ke perspektif pemikirannya.
Buat gw sekarang sih, cara ini lebih enak, lebih masuk akal.

Satu hal lagi yg bikin gw suka ngikutin lecture2 Pak Mario Teguh adalah karena gw percaya, beliau melakukan semua yg beliau katakan.
He practice what he preach.
He's a living example of his lecture.
Itu berarti beliau orang yang jujur.
Dan extranya, beliau sukses.
Jadi, masuk akal kan kalau gw suka ngikutin nasehat2 dr orang jujur yang sukses? :)

tiap Minggu malem gw nunggu2in ni acara "Mario Teguh : Golden Ways"
dan berharap selesai acaranya gw dapet pelajaran baru tentang kehidupan yg bisa langsung dipraktekkan :-)