Haaa..

So much for the phrase "happy for you" ..

i want to, i really do..

But why this depressing feelings keep suffocating me..

The jealousy,
The "what if" and "if only" statements..

Hhh..
Hh..
.
.cant breathe..

God, i know You won't fail me.
Please help me get through this feeling,
and show me,
that whatever happen, it's for the best.
Amin.

What God Did to wake me up

do you wanna know several things Allah ever Did to make me wake up from my sleep when i asked for it or when i have to?

These are amazing, don't forget to say Subhanallah :)

God..

gave me the urge to pee,

send a little bird to knock on my window (true story, i'm amazed myself),

fit the time to road constructor work in front of my house,

made the sunshine brightly enter my window,

made my AC felt too hot/cold,

and the "usual, most common" ways :

made my mom knocked on my door,

made me aware that my alarm's on, or

I just woke up :-)

Subhanallah..

Simple things, so we don't freak out,
things that our little brain can take,
Yet, if you think about it, only God can make those happen..

Simply Brilliant..

Kegiatan Minggu Malam

Gw suka deh ngikutin lecture2nya Mario Teguh.

Selama ini gw ngliat acaranya di Metro TV.
Gw suka lecture2nya yg ga terkesan menggurui, tp lebih menasehati.

Cara beliau menjelaskan lecturenya dari awal dan bertahap, jadi masuk akal buat gw.

Beliau juga suka menyisipkan unsur keTuhanan (scr umum), which make it even more make sense, cause we can't live without God.

Tapi beliau tidak berpihak ke suatu agama tertentu, yg bikin lecturenya cukup nyaman untuk diikuti berbagai kalangan. Ga berat ke segi teknis dr mengabdi kepada Tuhan, tapi lebih ke mengapa kita melakukan itu, lebih ke perspektif pemikirannya.
Buat gw sekarang sih, cara ini lebih enak, lebih masuk akal.

Satu hal lagi yg bikin gw suka ngikutin lecture2 Pak Mario Teguh adalah karena gw percaya, beliau melakukan semua yg beliau katakan.
He practice what he preach.
He's a living example of his lecture.
Itu berarti beliau orang yang jujur.
Dan extranya, beliau sukses.
Jadi, masuk akal kan kalau gw suka ngikutin nasehat2 dr orang jujur yang sukses? :)

tiap Minggu malem gw nunggu2in ni acara "Mario Teguh : Golden Ways"
dan berharap selesai acaranya gw dapet pelajaran baru tentang kehidupan yg bisa langsung dipraktekkan :-)

Should we still ask,

Should we still ask, if we already knew the answer?

Hhh..
Ga nanya salah,
nanya ntar jawabannya nyakitin..

Hah, beberkan fakta2 aja deh..

Untuk kesekian kalinya..

Jalanan di Jakarta itu S*NTING..