Sedikit teguran..

Haah.. Hari ini diawali dgn sgt gila!
Gw ada kuis jam 8.15, dan tebak gw bangun jam brapa???

Jam 8 sodara2, yak jam 8, delapan, D E L A P A N !

Astagfirullahalaziim.. Lgs ganti baju, ga pk mandi, brgkt ke kampus..

Spanjang perjalanan gw brusaha zikir & istighfar smbil baca2 bahannya & sarapan (sirkus d pkknya :-D) ,,

dan tnyata ttp telat (iyalah), gw nyampe kelas kira2 jam 8.25, ga boleh masuk & kt bpknya kl mau ngomong nanti abis kelas, jam stg 10..

Hhh... Gw sempet mondar mandir ga jelas, when it come to mind, i should go to God..
Jd gw mutusin u/ dhuha di mesjid,, dsana gw minta ampun, ini mungkin teguran dr Allah, krn mmg ud 2 hari ini gw telat subuh.. Astagfirullahalaziim..

Gw mohon ampun, dan sadar kalo hub sm Tuhan ga boleh dianggep lalu,
you cant take God for granted!
Lo bner2 harus mgikuti aturannya, dan mjauhi larangannya dgn sungguh2..

Kalo ud gini gw malu minta bantuan lagi sm Allah, i dont think i deserve it.. Hix.. But i pray for God's forgiveness and wisdom..

I cried on my sujud, thinking how ungrateful i was,,
i prayed for God's forgiveness, cause that's the most important thing..

Setelah tenang, gw mnunggu kelas slsai smbil baca2 bahan,
when the time came, gw disuru ke ruangan bpknya,
dan gw bilang aja sjujurnya, gw telat bangun..
Bapaknya rada kcewa kyknya ngedenger alasan gw,
tp mau gmn? Ms gw bohong?
Ooo no no, i won't break another rule..

Long story short, he gave me another chance,
not by taking the quiz,
but by doing some sort of assignment,
still don't know what it is cause he said to wait for another friend, who's also absent, to come..

Hhh...
Subhanallah walhamdulillah wa laa ilaa ha illallah hu Allahu akbar..
Gw masi dkasi ksempatan!
Terimakasih banyak ya Allah...
Allah memang paling baik, i'm so sorry i've let You down,
i promise i'll try not to ever dissapoint You again..
Hope i could keep that promise for the rest of my life, Amiin..

Now i'm trying to continue my day,,
Thank You God once again..
*balik ke rumah, mandi dl :-D

*seriously, learn from my experience,
never take God for granted, cause God don't need us,
we need God. Period.

You may think it's unfair..

You may think it's unfair..

If it's about anything but this, it maybe is unfair..

But if there's one thing i must hold on to the rest of my life, this is it. It's principle. And i can't and won't compromise about it..

I'll try not to make this any harder, but so you know, i'm not changing my belief, ever.


-you gotta have something to held on to-

terabaikan...

wah, sejak cerita2nya lewat plurk, blog jadi terabaikan.. hehe..

http://www.plurk.com/user/DissaPibo

-Tuh kan, postingan ini aja ga penting :P

current Googling topic..

lagi penasaran sama lagu2nya Katy Perry nih,





gokil2 gila..
liriknya itu lho..


"You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you P.M.S
Like a bitch (chick)
I would know
And you over think
Always speak cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me"
- Hot N Cold




"I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it"
- I Kissed A Girl



and one more :





"I hope you hang yourself with your H&M scarf
While jacking off listening to Mozart
You bitch and moan about LA
Wishing you were in the rain reading Hemingway
You don’t eat meat
And drive electrical cars
You’re so indie rock it’s almost an art
You need SPF 45 just to stay alive

You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like boys
You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like…

You’re so sad maybe you should buy a happy meal
You’re so skinny you should really Super Size the deal
Secretly you’re so amused
That nobody understands you
I’m so mean cause I cannot get you outta your head
I’m so angry cause you’d rather MySpace instead
I can’t believe I fell in love with someone that wears more makeup than…"
-Ur So Gay


hakakakak..
for girls only nih..


-telat ga sih gw? ga lah ya? :D

Jera a.k.a Kapok

"salam hangat u/ cintamu,
aku yang kandas dan patah hati,
biarlah orang memandang lemah,
aku tak mau bercinta lagi..

Engkau yang dulu pernah kucinta,
namun terlanjur kau bersamanya,
dan kau terluka oleh cintanya,
kini kau hadir ku sudah jera.."
-Jera, Agnes Monica

this goes out to you,
yea, you, should i mention your name out loud?

I know what you're trying to do, eventhough it seems like you don't even know it.

Sorry pal, the train's already leave.
So stop yellin' at the machinist.

Can i suggest you to stand by your own feet once in a while.

don't need to bounce around all the time.

Take your time,
enjoy life,
enjoy love.

kalo jodoh ga kemana kok, don't push it too hard..