You know what sucks about lie?









When you find out the whole opposite truth,
it hurts like hell.







-YesItDoes-

Damn..

02-05-08
10:22

I keep saying the wrong things at the wrong time.

Nicely done Dis,,
Very nice..

Now please rethink before you say anything, will ya?!


-Haah-

Kangen.

You know what I miss?
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My typical Saturday-Sunday morning.

Gee, i miss those time when i could wake up at 10,
then watching Oprah, while eating my chicken porridge.

When i could go out from my house and smell the nice scent of morning,
aahh..


Gile, udah lama ya gw ga gitu,
skarang Sabtu pagi gw mesti udah berangkat les, in 8 AM!
Damn, les apaan jam 8..
masi ngantuk2 gt.. huhu..
yah tapi memang gw yang pengen les, jadi dijalani sajalah,
no pain no gain. >.<

Trus minggu paginya, yang ada gw capek, trus tidur ampe siang (haha)
trus paling belajar buat ngerjar materi kuliah, (ha, pathetic /. .\)
ah cumi2 lah..

-KangenDeh-

New Form of Torture

12 04 08


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is.... Facial!

yak benar,,
menurut gw, facial adalah salah satu bentuk penyiksaan modern,,

i mean, is this suppose to be this hurting?

Ouch.

And we -for the sake of our pride- we don't even allowed to scream.

Yaiks.

I'm talkin' about a stranger wobbling your face,
pinching it on one side to another..

Hiiy..

I rarely go facial -guess i know why now-
adn today i decided to do it,
and i regret my decision.

Udah sakit,
hasilnya merah2 smua lagi muka gw.. >.<
kayak abis ditonjokin,
bengkak2.. :D


Haa...

Mungkin krn gw jarang facial juga kali ya,
yang bikin pas gw facial, kok banyak banget yang mesti "dibenahi"..
hwakakak.. :D

Hush..

anyway, stelah kunjungan menyakitkan ke salon itu,
gw bertekad untuk lebih memperhatikan kesejahteraan kulit muka gw,
"duh, kasian mbak kulitnya" - kt yang facial-in gw tadi..
"sial", dalem hati gw :D

ah gw mau lebih serius ngerawat kulit muka ah,
udah mau 20 masa masi jerawatan
jadi malu gw.

yah semangat deh dis,
asal jgn brenti ditengah jalan aja,
*great, what a "motivational" statement
:))


-Crap-

Man, I Was Selfish!

saw you one night all alone,
and damn,
i didn't realize you're so lonely.

Sitting there all by yourself,
i couldn't tell that you're happy.

Were you relieved, or mad?
were you happy or sad?

what were you thinking?

and there it was,
suddenly i realized,
i was so selfish all this time,

you probably thought about all those lonely nights you might have,
all those scary possibilities,
all those memories,,

man!
i wasn't realize you were this lonely,
i wasn't realize that this thing is suckin' up all your life,
leaving only pain and agony
leaving you in the most difficult situation.

I'm sorry if i only add your misery,
me, not being supportive, not being helpful,
truthfully i'm sorry,
i didn't realize it was that bad..

So sorry,
wish i could be more helpful in the future,
at least show that i care,
so we could fix this thing, together..

-Man!-