Tuh kan keliatan..

..yang salah, yang paling keliatan menyesal..

you had you're chance, you blew it.

-IHadNothingToLose-

I hate men.

Grrh..
i hate men
they're so primitive.

-hiiih-

I'm Just A Human

I'm sorry if i was rude,
i didn't mean to,
i really didn't.

i want us to be normal,
maybe not like we used to,
but just like normal people.

but i think it's not possible,
not now,
my mind, heart, and pride won't let me,
see.. i told you i'm self-centered.

i have to give myself a time to grieve,
this wound won't heal in one blink.

so could you please stay away from me for a while,
cause these memory haven't fade away just yet.

one thing i know now,
I don't want to be with someone who doesn't want to be with me,
and relationship don't always have to work.

you can think what you want,
that i'm egoistic and childish?
i don't care.
I'm not perfect,
i'm just human,
i have my flaws.

-IAmJustHuman-

Begoo!!!

Gw baru saja melakukan suatu hal yang sangat bodoh, dungu,
dan berpotensi menyebabkan gw menderita malu yang teramat besar..

seriously,,
gila,
gila,
gila,
bego...!

..
.
.

hhh... tarik nafas..
buang,,



oke think.
what's the worst thing that could happen?
ehm,, beside i'll be the talked of the society,
i'll lose my face in front of some people,
i also potentially will be embarrassed for a looong time..

HAAAAAAA!!!!!!!

b*doh.
dung*.
t*lol.

dudulllll!!!

-begobegobegobegobego-

let the time do the talking..

he's not ready for another relationship..

that's it,
that's the words that i think best describe what happened..
it took me 1 night to think that 1 sentence..

am i right? or am i not?
i don't know.
i really don't.

the soundtrack of my morning today is "Life Goes On" by LeAnn Rimes
"Oh life goes on, and it's only gonna make me strong.."

But then my friend came to visit, and we talked, heart to heart.
she said to follow my heart.
and now i'm not sure about what i feel.
i'm not sure about anything.

i wish life as simple as one-two-three or a-b-c,
i wish i could just say "ah tau ah" and walk away,

.
.
.
hhh...
God, please guide my way, thank You..

now only time could tell, what will this be.
oh i wish the process isn't going to be hurt.


-BlankMind-