When You're Gone..

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

-Avril Lavigne, When You're Gone-

God,, even music can't calm me like the way it used to.


-Hhh..-

The saddest part

The saddest part is,
how all these things become silent witness,
of all these madnesses..

The saddest part is,
knowing that you're there,,
that you're not here..

The saddest part is,
why you only took little of these stuff,
but you left so many memories..

The saddest part is,
knowing that we have to be strong,
and knowing that we are..

The saddest part is,
the way everything seems to be normal,
when i thought they would changed..



-MasaBerkabung..-

Forget How To Sleep..

Lately, it's like i've been forgotten how to sleep.
Nice.
Now my head ache.

-KebanyakanPikiran-

So this is how it feels like..

Okay, points taken, lessons learned.
Now I know how nice it is to just not look at the problem.
To just look the other way, like it's never there
so that you could enjoy your life for a while.
cause it is just so nice to forget,
forget the fact that you have problem..

.
.
.

....And..
as painful as it sounds
i know i should wake up and deal with the problem eventually,,

..But can i just have a little more time to dream?

..And little more wishes so the dream could come true..?

-MyWordsBounceBackToMe-

Mau sampai kapan?

Fyuh..
Jadi gw yang capek ngliatin lo,
mau ampe kapan bgini terus?

mau ampe kapan terus nutup mata?
cause the problem's there. honey,
and it won't be disappeared or solved if you just close your eyes..

Masalahnya tetap ada, cuman lo memilih untuk ga ngeliat.
and it won't solved the problem honey,
you just makin' it bigger and bigger..

dan solusinya juga ada kok,
kalu lo memilih untuk menyelesaikannya,
kalo lo mau mulai mencari solusi,, pasti ketemu..

the problem is to start searching, start looking..
start realizing that you DO have problems,
start opening your eyes,
and DEAL with it..

Cause you can't move forward without opening your eyes,
you can't just wish to things to go around smoothly,
cause this is life honey, this is REAL life,
where REAL people gets REAL problem,
and they search for a REAL solution,,
sometimes they find it easily, sometimes they don't
but hey, al least they're TRY..

Problem's not imaginary, it's real.
Solution's also not imaginary, it's there.
But you closing your eyes and hope for living happily ever after..?
Sorry to say my dear..
it won't happen that way..

Wake up, wake up my friend..
Please wake up before it' s too late,

I can't help you when you don't want any help...
Or when you don't realize you need help..
so please wake up pal, open your eyes..

Setiap orang pasti harus membuat satu keputusan besar dalam hidupnya.
Kadang itu adalah sebuah keputusan yang berat dan menyakitkan.
But ay, the pinching makes you realize you're not live in a dream..

-Ay,It'sLife,ItHurts,ButItIsLife-