Tears Problem

Untuk orang2 yang deket sama gw, mungkin pernah melihat
gw mengeluarkan air mata di situasi yang bahkan sama sekali tidak sedih,
dan kebalikannya, tidak mengeluarkan air mata sama sekali
di situasi yang kebanyakan orang menganggap saat yang menyedihkan..

oh well, it's just me.. :D

bukan masalah emosi kok,
seringnya gw juga merasa sedih saat orang2 merasa sedih,
dan merasa senang saat orang2 senang.
I'm just having a little tears problem.

Yup, seringnya air mata gw keluar saat emosi gw berubah,
tapi seringnya justru pas berubah jadi seneng atau seru.. haha..

Orang2 yang deket sama gw mungkin pernah menemukan situasi
dimana gw seperti menangis saat menceritakan sesuatu yang seru atau menyenangkan,, yah. itu kejadian yang paling sering gw temukan
di kehidupan sehari-hari gw menyangkut masalah air mata ini.

Kenapa bisa begitu?
Well, i've never seen any professional regarding my issue cause i haven't thought it's necessary, i mean, i still could live with it..

Tapi sekedar menerka2,
mungkin masalahnya karena gw dulu suka memendam perasaan.
Gw selalu menekan perasaan gw supaya ga keliatan di mata orang lain.
I don't know why, but at that time, i felt it was the right thing to do for me.
Maybe i felt more secure with not letting anyone know how i truly feel.
Maybe i just don't want people to see me crack up and see my weaknesses.

It's not right, i know , don't try this at home kids. :D
I'm trying not to do that again now, but it takes time to change a habit.

Oh iya, lanjut, karena gw suka memendam perasaan di waktu gw sewajarnya mengeluarkannya, kayaknya perasaan itu muncul dalam bentuk airmata di lain waktu.

Air mata gw suka keluar sendiri pas gw lagi seru2nya cerita ttg sebuah film, misalnya. It bothered me at first, explaining to everybody who ask "kok nangis sih?", usually i answered "tau ni, emang suka keluar air mata gw".. haha.. Tmen2 sih biasanya ga ambil pusing, tapi kalo ketemu orang baru, suka capek aja ngejelasin lagi. :)

Yah, sekian sekilas tentang saya,
sampai ketemu di lain waktu :D

-- gantung ga cerita gw?, hehe ---

-Ciao-

emang kenapa sih kalau sendirian?

haha,, orang2 kok bingung banget ya kalau gw jalan2 sendirian..

Kayak kemarin, gw nonton Cintapuccino sendirian (entertaining movie, cute, except for Miller, :p). And I enjoyed it.
Tapi pas bonyok tau gw jalan sendirian aja, mrk syok + bingung2 gitu. Bokap ampe bilang "kurang kerjaan aja"

And I thought, hey, emang kenapa kalau jalan sendirian?
Bukan berarti gw menghindari ditemenin atau apa, i enjoy company,,
tapi kemaren gw emang pengen nonton tu film banget, penasaran,

so, intinya tujuan gw jalan kemaren adalah untuk "nonton",
kalau ada temen, tetep aja tujuannya "nonton".
Bottomline, ada or gada temen, gw akan tetep nonton, mengingat timingnya lagi pas bgt.
Dan gw ga mau timing gw yang pas bgt itu jadi buyar gara2 "ga ada yang nemenin", ngerti kan?

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sialnya, ternyata ada tmen gw yang nganggur kemaren,,
tau gitu gw ajak aja kan, mana ngelewatin rumahnya lagi perginya.. haaa..
ya sudlah..

-HariYangLucu-

huhuhu..

Gile, post-an gw belakangan kok cuman gw yang ngerti ya?
hakhak

maaf deh, lagi PMS ternyata

:D

You just had to said it, hadn't you?

Damn,
You just don't get it, do you?
You talk too much..

Arrrghh..
You're impossible.

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It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both
I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
I just don't know..

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Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Maroon 5 - Nothing Last Forever
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-ItMayNotLastButIDon'tKnow,IJustDon'tKnow-

Evan Almighty

Just watched "Evan Almighty", nice movie, you should watch it.

There's a line from "The Almighty" (Morgan Freeman) that I remember the most,
I think it's great, here it is:

"Let me ask you something. If someone prays for patience, you think God gives them patience? Or does He give them the opportunity to be patient?

If he prayed for courage, does God give him courage, or does He give him opportunities to be courageous?

If someone prayed for the family to be closer, do you think God zaps them with warm fuzzy feelings, or does He give them opportunities to love each other? "

Although this movie being said to be not as good as it's prequel and I don't actually get about the political thingy, I still like it.

I think if you watched it with clear mind and no over-the-top expectation, and no suspicion about this movie harassing some side or some religion, just see it like an entertaining thing, you could actually enjoy this movie..

Try to watch it sometime..