dear megalomania

just admit it,
you just can't take it
when the crown is not on your head
you just can't take it
when you wake up & realize the world doesn't revolve around you

hey you dear megalomania,
i'm not your maid,
i'm not your servant,
i'm not your kid,
so BACK OFF
mind your own business
ruin your own life
you're not the boss of me

so what if my life don't go on as smooth as your life
so what if what if my stuff is dirty
so what if i did some mistakes
so what if i don't agree on what you've said
so what if according to your standard i'm not normal
who's normal?
what's normal?

just get a mirror and reflect yourself there
if you see a control freak
then that's not the mirror's fault

this is not your life
and this is not mine either
if the Owner of this life is okay with me
so why do you blabberin' about what i should do in life?

yeah, like your life is perfect
just look at you
if that kind of life is perfect
then i don't wanna be perfect

you can't act the way you do and said,
"Sorry i was on my period"
then i guess the whole year was your period

i feel sorry for you dear megalomania,
just control your own life
and don't mind mine
i like my life the way it is

-backoff!-

cool song..

hmm,, males ngapa2in,
males nge post,
lagi uts,
tugas banyak,
yah seperti biasa..

so,, ni sejenis pelarian juga si,
nyari2 lirik lagu saat mestinya ngerjain tugas,,
haha,,

ni lagu asik punya lo..
mnunjukkan pandangan kalangan orang2
yang out of the circle, yang just not the "it" people
get it?

High School Never Ends - Bowling for Soup

Four years you think for sure
That's all you've got to endure
All the total dicks
All the stuck up chicks
So superficial, so immature
Then when you graduate
You take a look around and you say HEY WAIT
This is the same as where I just came from
I thought it was over
Aw that's just great

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex,
Who's got the money, who gets the honeys,
Who's kinda cute and who's just a mess
And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends
High school never ends

Check out the popular kids
You'll never guess what Jessica did
How did Mary Kate lose all that weight
And Katie had a baby so I guess Tom's straight
And the only thing that matters
Is climbing up that social ladder
Still care about your hair and the car you drive
Doesn't matter if you're sixteen or thirty-five

Reese Witherspoon,
She's the prom queen
Bill Gates,
Captain of the chess team
Jack Black, the clown
Brad Pitt, the quarterback
I've seen it all before
I want my money back

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex,
Who's in the clubs and who's on the drugs,
Who's throwing up before they digest
And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
And you're still listen to the same shit you did back then
High school never ends

High school never ends


hhh....
tugas2,, menghilanglah!!!

-iwishihaddoraemonbesideme-

waduhh..

oke, gini,
sejak kuliah, waktu tidur gw udah ga braturan deh,
tidur jam 12 malem, bangun jam stenga 7,
kuliah, ampe rumah jam stenga 11 malem,,
gitu hampir tiap hari.. and yes, even on Ramadhan..

so, pas weekend, jangan heran kalo lo bakal nemuin gw
tergeletak di tempat tidur ampe siang.. ampe sore malah..
pernah gw bangun jam stenga 3 sore.. haha..
kata tmen gw, Nat, "itu 1 hari lo ilang lo Dis.."
iya sih,, tapi gimana dong,,
kan gw harus menebus waktu tidur gw..

ok, gw tau itu ga sehat bgt..
tidur kurang dr 6 jam per hari kan bisa bikin IQ berkurang,
trus tidur "bablas" gitu juga malah bikin lemes..
so.. di waktu2 "ga ke kampus" gw ini,
gw NIATnya mau memperbaiki pola hidup gw..

tapi.. apa mau dikata, niat tinggal niat,
yang ada skarang gw makin aneh pola tidurnya,
tidur jam 3 pagi, bangun jam 5 pagi, tidur lagi, bangun jam 9 pagi,
dipaksain bangun krn harus ngerjain tugas,
na.. skarang jam stenga 2 pagi, dan gw masih nginternetan..
gile, mau tidur jam brapa gw??
padahal td ada niat mau tidur cepet lo hari ini, ternyata..
hehhh... bisa mati muda nih, hehe..

trus tau ga theme song gw kalo udah tidur2 malem gini?
The Corrs - So Young!

"And it really doesn't matter that we don't eat
And it really doesn't matter if we never sleep
No it really doesn't matter, really doesn't matter at all

Coz we are so young now, we are so young, so young now
And when tommorow comes, we can do it all again"

tuu..kan.. it's not just me, the corrs aja bilang gitu,,
hehe,, mencari pembenaran..
dasar dudul..

-hidupdarahmuda!-

never ending tasks..

gile ya bo,
libur2,
tugas ga brenti2,
ini mah bukan libur, tapi cuman "ga ke kampus" aja..

makasih yaaa dear task-giver,,
thanks udah ngasih kerjaan selama liburan,
so that I couldn't keep my mind of those complicated circuits..
nice huh?

Makasih juga udah bikin pikiran gw ke-set buat waspada,
kalo ada liburan lagi..
eh kalo ada jadwal "ga ke kampus" lagi..



jangan harap bisa santai...



hmphh... nasiib,, nasibb,,
yah dinikmatisajalah,,
gw pikir kuliah bakal lebih nyantai dari sekolah,
taunya?
boro-boro..

hmm,, belom nemu ritme yang enak aja kali ya..
ntar juga kbiasa,
iya ga?
*yah mudah2an deh, berdoa aja.. huhu*

bukan maxud ngeluh dan ga bersyukur sih,,
gw harus bersyukur juga, masih punya tugas buat dikerjain, masih bisa kuliah,,
tapi.. hehhhh.....*menghela nafas*
no pain no gain ma friend!
smangat!!


-nikmatilahhidupinidengansenikmatnikmatnya-

Aku bangga, Indonesiaku..

Tiap hari, negeri ini bikin gw makin takjub aja..
takjub sama semua serba-serbi penghuninya..
kadang brutal, kadang ramah,
kadang ga masuk akal, kadang kok kyknya akalnya adaaa aja,
kadang bikin sedih, kadang bikin senyum..

this time Indonesian people really make me proud,,
selain krn ketegaran & ketabahannya
menghadapi bencana yang ga abis2,,
(udah biasa mungkin.. \(-.-)/ )
juga krn kyknya orang2 Indonesia makin toleran
sama perbedaan yang ada..


Yang bikin gw mikir gitu sih, krn ya ini, lebaran ini,,
As you probably already know,
ada 2 versi tgl 1 Syawal 1427 H di Indonesia,
Versi Muhammadiyah, 1 Syawal itu tgl 23 Okt, which is today,
Versi Pemerintah, 1 Syawal itu tgl 24 Okt, alias besok..
Gw sendiri lebaranan hari ini,,

Nah,, kayaknya nih,, orang2 Indonesia,
(or kalo dari yang gw liat langsung ya,, orang2 Jakarta lah),
nyikapin perbedaan tanggal lebaran ini dengan DEWASA banget,,
gw suka banget nih kalo kayak gini,,
Ga ada pihak2 yang ngebesar2in masalah,
ga ada yang ngaku2 paling bener,,
kan asik kalo gini terus,, dunia damai tentram aman sentosa..

kyk contoh yg gw liat di TV,,
ada 1 keluarga, si Bapak lebaran hari ini,
smentara anggota keluarga yang lain mutusin lebaran besok,,
ga ada tuh marah2an, musuh2an, ngambeg2an, gr2 lebarannya ga bareng,,
si Bapak ya, pagi2 solat Ied, trus pulang,
maaf2an ama keluarganya,, rukun2 aja,,
Dan keluarganya oke2 aja tuh,,
tetep ngejalanin puasa hari terakhir dgn khusyuk,
oke gak tuh..?
pas si Bapak ditanya, dia bilang "Yah, ga usah terlalu dimasalahkan,
perbedaan ini kita sikapi sebagai nikmat saja.." *mantep pisan euy..

Di pemerintahan sendiri, ada 2 menteri yang lebaran "duluan"
dr tanggal yang ditetapin pemerintah..
dan Pak Presiden & menteri2 yang lain ok2 saja tuh,
ga mrasa tersinggung atau terkhianati..
Pak Menteri Pendidikan Nasional ama Ibu Menteri Kesehatan,
2 menteri yang lebaranan hari ini, juga asik2 aja,
ngejalanin lebaran seperti biasanya, kumpul2, makan2, maaf2an..
Ibu Menteri, salah 1 anaknya mutusin untuk lebaran besok, and that's fine,,
Pak Menteri sempet bilang, "Perbedaan ini ga usah dibesar2kan,,
cuman, kalau bisa tahun2 berikutnya, Lebaran nya ditetapkan 1 tanggal saja,
biar serempak semuanya berlebaran", kira2 begitu,,
dan gw, tentu saja setuju dong..

Kalo kayak gini kan enak..
semua ngehargain keputusan masing2,,
ga ada yang memaksakan kehendaknya..
keadaan kyk gini nih yang bikin gw tentram bgt,,
bikin Idul Fitri makin Fitri,,
dengan kedewasaan & toleransi..

...toleransi atau saling ga peduli yah?..
*positive thinking : ahh toleransi kok.. (mudah2an..)*

Ahh.. Indahnya dunia ini..

*Btw, Jakarta SEPI!!
ni juga keadaan yg gw suka bgt deh,
jalanan lengang, jadi pengen blajar nyetir di jalan, haha,,*

-unpredictablyIndonesia-