(Trying to) Take It Easy

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah

I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah

I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright

'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette

And what it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet

'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly baby

I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chickenshit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet

'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano

And what it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine

'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab

- Hand in My Pocket / Alanis Morissete

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Confused

Hmm...
From what I saw,
you seem to give the man everything..
Isn't that dangerous?
Aren't you afraid you're gonna lose all that if something happen?

I've learn that life isn't always "haha-hihi",
Have you?

Then why don't you take careful steps like I do?
Have I missed something here?

Can somebody explain to me?
.
.
.
Someone?
.
.
.
God, perhaps?


-confused-


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Its Not Right

"It's hard to wake up
When the shades have been pulled shut
This house is haunted
It's so pathetic
It makes no sense at all
I'm ripe with things to say
The words rot and fall away
What stupid poem could
fix this home I'd read it every day

So here's your holiday
Hope you enjoy this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when your dead and gone
Well you, you'll never guess
my twenty years now lost
Its not right

Their anger hurts my ears
Been burnin' strong for seven years
Rather than fix the problems,
they never solve them
It makes no sense at all
I see them every day
We get along, so why can't they?
If this is what he wants
and this is what she wants
Then why is there so much pain?

So here's your holiday
Hope you enjoy this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when your dead and gone
Well you, you'll never guess
my twenty years now lost
It's not right"


- Stay Together For The Kids / Blink 182

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Comment on the movie : "Transformers 2 : Revenge of The Fallen"

It's totally a boys' movie.

Let's see :

• there're talking robots who could transform into cool vehicle and doing fights in Matrix style (Yeah, like that's not confusing at all)


• there's Megan Fox, running on slow-mo (aah, the old Baywatch tricks, never dies)

See what I mean?
It's a movie made by (big) boys and for boys.

What's left for us girls was just Josh Duhamel, who remained charming even when he only appeared in short scenes.
(take note guys, it's the "charm" that counts.. :p)

Long story short, I'm not impressed by the movie.

Let's watch some cheesy-predictable-yet-sweet romantic comedy movie instead.
Hmm.. wonder when "The Proposal" come up (on big screen or on DVD, :p)

Sudahlah..

Ya sudahlah Dis..
Tuhan Tahu yang terbaik kan..
Mungkin menurut-Nya, kau masih belum perlu itu..
Nikmati saja yang kau punya sekarang, sambil bersiap2 jika ada yang datang kelak..

Semoga ku dapat sabar menunggu yg terbaik..
Amin..

Dingin

Hah. terperangkap di situasi ini lagi.
Tuhan, tolong beri aku petunjuk mengatasi ini dengan sebaik2nya..
Amiin.

Udah ah ga usah dipeduliin.
kesel,kesel,kesel.

Cara Pandang Terhadap Beban Hidup

Dari forward-an email..

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Bukan Berat Beban yang membuat kita Stress,
tetapi lamanya kita memikul beban tersebut.
Pada saat memberikan kuliah tentang Manajemen Stress,
Stephen Covey mengangkat segelas air dan bertanya kepada para siswanya:

"Seberapa berat menurut anda kira segelas air ini?"

Para siswa menjawab mulai dari 200 gr sampai 500 gr.

"Ini bukanlah masalah berat absolutnya, tapi tergantung berapa lama anda memegangnya. " kata Covey.

"Jika saya memegangnya selama 1 menit, tidak ada masalah.
Jika saya memegangnya selama 1 jam, lengan kanan saya akan sakit.

Dan jika saya memegangnya selama 1 hari penuh, mungkin anda harus memanggilkan ambulans untuk saya.
Beratnya sebenarnya sama, tapi semakin lama saya memegangnya, maka bebannya akan semakin berat."

"Jika kita membawa beban kita terus menerus, lambat laun kita tidak akan
mampu membawanya lagi. Beban itu akan meningkat beratnya." lanjut Covey.
"Apa yang harus kita lakukan adalah meletakkan gelas tersebut, istirahat sejenak sebelum mengangkatnya lagi".
Kita harus meninggalkan beban kita secara periodik, agar kita dapat lebih segar dan mampu membawanya lagi.

Jadi sebelum pulang ke rumah dari pekerjaan sore ini, tinggalkan beban
pekerjaan. Jangan bawa pulang. Beban itu dapat diambil lagi besok.
Apapun beban yang ada dipundak anda hari ini, coba tinggalkan sejenak jika bisa.

Setelah beristirahat nanti dapat diambil lagi.

Hidup ini singkat, jadi cobalah menikmatinya dan memanfaatkannya. ..!!
Hal terindah dan terbaik di dunia ini tak dapat dilihat, atau disentuh, tapi
dapat dirasakan jauh di relung hati kita...


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Water Trouble

Hah.
Pompa air di rumah gw rusak. Udah 2 hari nih.
Alhamdulillah ada tetangga baik, jadi kita dapet air dari mereka,
cuman ya harus nampung2 di ember & bak.

Jadi selama 2 hari ini, semua kegiatan yang berkaitan dengan air,
didapat dari sumber tak bergerak, a.k.a. dari ember/bak.

Duh, merepotkan.
cuci baju, cuci piring, cuci tangan, wudhu, sikat gigi, jadi kurang nyaman..
apalagi mandi, brr... dingin2..
mana pulang malem2 lagi, mandi dingin malem2 kan tidak baik..

Udah 2 hari ga keramas,
trus udah 2 hari BAB di kantor. haha.

duh, kenyamanan sederhana seperti air mengalir itu ternyata berharga banget ya.
baru kerasa kalo udah ga ada.
gw cukup beruntung, bagi gw ini masalah sementara.
gimana orang2 yang memang sehari2nya tidak ada akses ke air mengalir ya?
semoga mereka diberi kekuatan untuk menjalani hidup sehari2 dengan sebaik2nya.. amin..
duh.. alhamdulillah.. gw masih harus bersyukur..

semoga hari ini udah bener deh tuh pompa..
pengen bersih2 badan banget nih..

Going Green with Envy

Oh shut up Dis,
everyone earn their own happiness,
every people have a perfect amount of happiness..

so stop that envy feeling,
you'll get your portion of fun & happiness..

...
i hope..
...

argh.

dengernya lagu ini lagi :
" She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking...
If there's nothing missing in my life...
Then why do these tears come at night? "
Lucky - Britney Spears

haah.

Hurted, Embracing, & Letting Go

Gw pengen share playlist gw.
Ini adalah playlist yang gw kasih nama "Hurted, Embracing, and Leting Go"
Lagu2 ini gw pilih waktu gw merasa sakit hati, terluka, marah, terkhianati,
wah pokoknya kalo lagi ga bener deh suasana hati..
Buat gw, lagu2 ini bisa ngewakilin gw, membantu gw mengekspresikan perasaan2 itu..
Lirik2nya... beeh.. kalo hati lo sedang berada di "tempat itu",
dan lo ngedalemin banget ni lirik2nya.. hm.. nangis2 darah deh.. :D

Yang gw suka juga, beberapa lagu menggambarkan kalo kita ga boleh nyerah.
Beberapa terkesan keras kepala, ego tinggi.. tapi menurut gw, keadaan itu gapapa, daripada nangis garuk-garuk tanah, meraung-raung ga berenti, screaming "I can't live without you!"..

yea right, gw ga percaya keadaan kayak gitu, kalimat "I can't live without you" kan hanya pantas ditujukan untuk Tuhan.. dan Tuhan ga kemana-mana kok :)

mendingan bernyanyi "You won't get to see those tears I've cried",
atau "And im gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket, But I gotta get a move on with my life"..

Yeah, let's sing it! :D

Hurted, Embracing, & Letting Go
Title - Artist - Album :
Starts with Goodbye - Carrie Underwood - Some Heart
Someone Wake Me Up - The Veronicas - Hook Me Up
I Hate This Part - The Pussycat Dolls - Doll Domination
Nothing Lasts Forever - Maroon 5 - It Won't Be Soon Before Long
Over It - Katharine McPhee - Katharine McPhee
Better Off Alone - Katharine McPhee - Katharine McPhee
Since You've Been Gone - Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway
Behind This Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway
Gone - Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway
Never Again - Kelly Clarkson - My December
Better In Time - Leona Lewis - Spirit
Smile - Lily Allen - Alright, Still
All I Have (feat LL Cool J) - Jennifer Lopez - This Is Me...Then
Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie - The Dutchess
Cinta Begini - Tangga - Cinta Begini
Apologize (Feat. One Republic) - Timbaland - Timbaland Presents Shock Value
In Another Life - The Veronicas - Hook Me Up
Irreplaceable - Beyoncé - B'Day
Happy Ending - Mika - Life in Cartoon Motion
I Never Loved You Anyway - The Corrs - Best of The Corrs
Karma - Cokelat - Rasa Baru
Luka Lama - Cokelat - Rasa Baru
Pergi - Cokelat - Untuk Bintang
Don't Love You No More (I'm Sorry) - Craig David - The Story Goes
Separated - Usher - 8701
Wasted - Carrie Underwood - Some Heart
Don't Speak - No Doubt - Tragic Kingdom
Leave (Get Out) - JoJo - JoJo
I Will Survive - Cake - Fashion Nugget
Out From Under - Britney Spears - Circus
Never Again - Justin Timberlake - Justified
Warwick Avenue - Duffy - Rockferry
Shattered Glass - Britney Spears - Circus
Broken Strings - James Morrison feat. Nelly Furtado - Songs For You, Truths For Me
Over You - Daughtry - Daughtry
Don't You Forget About Me - Enrique Iglesias - Insomniac

Any comment or suggestion? :)