Broken Strings

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
A lie's worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

-James Morrison feat. Nelly Furtado, Broken Strings

Don't you see?

One thing that keep me from being independent is your money..

Don't you see?

Oops..

Yaiks..

Lo salah strategi dis,
nobody likes clingy people..


But..
Could you give me a break?
I'm human too, for crying out loud.
A bored one for sure.


All i need is a friend,
i'm lonely here.


...

Would you settle for an "ok"?

okay, let's say...
you've been searching for a specific rock.
you're looking for the one that's perfect in your eyes,
the one that has a perfect shape, size, color..



you patiently searching, looking for this rock.
you look at other rock-searcher.
some of them seem already found their rock.
some of them still trying like you do.
keep searching, and searching..



sometimes you get tired,
sometimes you want to gave up,
yet you managed to move on.



at some point,
when you've been searching for long,
you find a rock,
that's not as perfect as you've pictured,
not exactly you're looking for,
but it's kinda close..





it's not the perfect one.
it's the "ok" one..




then,
would you settle for that one?




or would you throw that away,
and search for the perfect one,
the one you've been looking for,
but haven't found it yet.


will you ever, at some point,
gave up your wish to get the perfect rock,
thinking that'll never be a perfect one for you.

if so, when will you gave up?


if not, well..
how much longer will you managed to stay searching?


what if there is no such thing as a perfect rock?
what if everybody turns out to be settling for the "ok" one?

.
.
.

my mind now tell me not to settle for the "ok" one,
that maybe it's somebody else's perfect rock.

but what if someone already took MY perfect rock?
is it possible?
what if someone's settling with my perfect rock?
then what do i do?


hah.
this rock-searching is confusing.

*sapa suruh nyariin batu, hehe :P

Ngayal

"Since when you've became so mature & calm?

- Since i met you..

- And you? Since when you've became childly and fun?

Since i met you.."



...then we both smile...



:)


*hush, ngayal aja.. :p