It's Not A Game

Oh, now I see..
Maybe for you all, it's just a game
Another fun thing to do..

Well let me tell you now,
It's not a game
It's not fun,
for us who suffer for curiosity,
for us who never know what lies ahead,
for us who could only wonder what is this suppose to be.

Yeah I know,
I've been there several times,
In fact, I think I'm there now,
Stuck in the same game again and again..

Damn you all,,
It's not fun,
It hurts, sometimes a lot..

Dear Readers,
Please don't play with someone's heart, someone's feeling..
Cause it's not fun, it's not a game..
Cause it hurts, sometimes a lot..


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Quizzes

Here's a couple of results of quizzes i've been taking, iseng2 aja, haha..

Yang ga jelas :

Your Monster Profile

Mad Goblin You Feast On: Snow Cones You Lurk Around In: Movie Theaters You Especially Like to Torment: Groupies

What's Your Monster Name?

Your Androgynous Name Is:

Kane Ronnie

What's Your Androgynous Name?

Yang,, kayaknya (dan beberapa,, semoga) bener :

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be together with you always, no matter when or where. With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's The True You?

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations. A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you. You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people. Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

Your Brain is Blue

Of all the brain types, yours is the most mellow. You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles. Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life.

What Color Is Your Brain?

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Fun

You are energetic, amusing, and always up for a good time. Optimistic and genuinely happy, you help people see the sunny side of life. And you're always up for a party... no matter how big or small. You're usually the first one to celebrate a friend's success. Anyone who's interesting or fun is welcome in you circle of friends. You're not the type of person to exclude or make fun of someone who's a little different. Your friends need you most when: They're down or depressed You really can't be friends with: Anyone who's stuck up or chronically unhappy Your friendship quote: "It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them."

What Makes You a Good Friend?

You Are 75% Creative

You are beyond creative. You are a true artist - even if it's not in the conventional sense of the word. You love creating for its own sake, and you find yourself quite inspired at times.

How Creative Are You?

yang sedikit nyebelin :

You Are Destined to Struggle With Your Weight

Like most people, you find it a little difficult to stay at at weight you're comfortable with. If you change a few habits and make food less important, you may find the struggle hardly exists anymore.

Are You Destined To Be Overweight?

yang sedikit ironik :

You Are Great With Money

You know the value of a dollar - and you save and spend wisely. By living below your means, you've set yourself up for a rich future. And while it may hurt to sacrifice now, you'll probably have plenty of money later on. You're on your way to riches - just keep it up.

Are You Good With Money?

yang sedikit "menarik" :

You Are Pretty Happy Being Single

You have a full, fun life. And you definitely don't need love to be content. Of course, being single can get you down a little. Especially when you've been single for a while. But you know how to be patient and wait for the right person. You're life is too good to settle for anything!

Are You Happy Being Single?

yang bikin ketawa.. ahahaaha..

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy

When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know. From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up. And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.

Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend?

Huah,, menarik juga..
lumayan, ngisi waktu.. he..

-IWishForTheBest-

hmm..

Baru2 ini gw nemuin kesamaan antara kenal seseorang, sama nonton film. Kenal sama seseorang tu kayak nonton film, tapi ga dari awal, dari tengah2. Lo bisa aja terus nonton dan mencoba mnegerti filmnya, tapi lo akan lebih ngerti kalo lo tau cerita sebelumnya, awal ceritanya kayak gimana.

I find it quite similiar like knowing somebody. Lo pasti bisa aja, terus berusaha kenal dia tanpa perlu tau asal-usul atau masa lalunya, tapi lo akan mengerti dia lebih jauh, kalo lo tau sejarah dia, what she/he has been through in her/his life. Something that'll make you go "Ooh, gitu ya, pantesan.."

Setuju ga?

-FinallyPostingAgain-

hush, hush !

kenapa sih lo selalu ada di pikiran gw..
hush, hush..
pergi sana!

Damn..

-hix-

Pengalaman hari ini

Hari ini, abis les nyetir, gw pulang naik metromini krn mobil gw lagi bermasalah. Alhamdulillah ga rame, cuman 5 orangan penumpang, plus 2 kernet dan 1 supir. Nah, salah satu kernetnya masih kecil, kira2 kelas 6 SD-an gt deh. Seperti umumnya penumpang bus, gw pun diminta ongkos naik sama kernet yang kecil itu. Biasanya 2 ribu, gw bayar pake uang 5ribu-an.

Dia lalu mengambil uang gw, dan pergi ke bagian belakang bus. Gw kira dia lagi ngitung kembalian, tapi lalu dia malah kembali berdiri di pintu bus dan meng-kernet-kan (halah, bahasa apa itu) lagi busnya. Dan dia ga ngomong apa2. Dan gw belom dapet kembalian gw.

Dan gw pun berpikir, kenapa dia ga ngasih kembalian gw?. Apa harganya naik? Mahal amat naek bus 5 ribu.. etc. Dan pemikiran gw berakhir dengan kesimpulan uang gw ga akan dikembaliin dan gw berpikir, "oh, ya udahlah, mungkin dia mau pake buat uang sekolah"..

Beberapa lama kemudian, naik seorang ibu dengan wangi uang (serius, parfumnya aroma uang, hakhak). Ia pun dimintai ongkos naik bus. Ia membayar dengan 2 lembar uang seribuan kepada si kernet kecil tadi. Lalu, setelah menghitung uangnya sebentar, kernet kecil tadi menmberi gw uang kembalian, 3 ribu. Hua.. gw jadi merasa bersalah krn tadi sempet mikir kalo dia ngambil uang gw. Huhu.. Ternyata dia tadi belom ada uang kembaliannya. Makannya Dis, jangan su'uzhan. (eh gimana sih nulisnya?, ngertikan maksudnya? jangan berpikir negatif dulu gt..)

Terus, beberapa saat setelah itu, si kernet kecil memanggil seorang pedagang yang kemudian masuk ke dalam bus. Dan gw melihat dia memberi uang seribu, lalu mengambil sebatang rokok.. Dan gw gatau mesti mikir apa.. ha..

(Ternyata rokoknya, kayaknya ya, dan mudah2an, dikasih ke kernet yang satu lagi, yang udah bapak2,, tuh kan.. jangan su'uzhan dulu.. :D)

Lalu, melanjutkan perjalanan pulang, gw naik mikrolet sampai depan rumah. Udah di depan pintu, gw masukin kunci, "lho, kok ga mau muter?" (lubang kuncinya maksudnya). Dan gw langsung ingat, tadi kuncinya masih kepasang di lubang kunci sebelah dalem rumah. Hahahaha... Sukseslah gw ketawa miris. Tadi, sebelum pergi, tmennya kakak gw dateng ke rumah. Gw yang bukain pintunya, dan GW juga yang ninggalin kuncinya kegantung di lubang kunci. Hahaha.. lucu bukan?

Akhirnya gw nelpon bokap gw, yang Alhamdulillah bersedia segera pulang dan membantu anaknya yang mengalami kejadian konyol itu. Fyuh.. Dan sekarang, inilah gw, laper dan kebelet pipis, tapi bersikeras untuk duduk di depan komputer, menulis tentang "Pengalaman Hari Ini.." Dan sekarang baru jam 12 siang, masih setengah hari. Masih ada 12 jam lagi untuk di jalani.. :)

Sudah ah..

-KamarMandi,AkuDatang!-